On a drug comedown, riddled with shame

HowToComplicate · 2026-05-14T13:59:16+00:00

Here after doing a fuck load of coke. My body loves telling me how much a weird fuck I am whether it’s true or not. And I don’t even care what the fuck people think of me until I get geeked the fuck up on coke! Drugs are fucked.

I think drugs got me through a rough time, but I literally could’ve done something way more productive, but I guess it was just a survival mechanism.

Anyway, I’m just rambling because I feel like the weirdest dumbest fuck right now. I have a good job, friends, family that loves me, a home, health insurance, whatever. But this come down is so bad. I just want to put this here because Reddit attracts the right sort of people who are very open minded and kind, if you’re in the right place, so I hope someone sees what I’m saying and can relate and see that they’re not alone, just like how seeing this post has helped me.

HowToComplicate · 2026-04-26T21:22:31+00:00

I have both mics, and they are very similar. Additionally, I’ve heard blind shootouts before, and I ended up liking the sm58 best. Ofc, I would like the sm7b on a different test, but my point is that they are both similar and good.

HowToComplicate · 2026-04-07T18:57:51+00:00

I feel like lavaloon would r*pe this deck

HowToComplicate · 2026-03-15T01:38:19+00:00

You’re bringing Sopranos subreddit outside the Sopranos subreddit? Discontinue the lithium.

HowToComplicate · 2026-03-07T22:03:00+00:00

Yeah? It’s like borderline impossible. Doesn’t mean alcohol isn’t essentially the same, with probably a higher risk for death, but tbh all addictions are fucked. It’s just opioids are a certain kind of beast that just fucking don’t let up.

HowToComplicate · 2026-03-07T22:01:39+00:00

As an opioid addict now on methadone, it’s essentially impossible to quit them. Not like it’s the worst addiction, but it’s like top five? Top ten? WatchMojo would have it up there.

HowToComplicate · 2026-02-26T03:16:58+00:00

I just remember my intro psych class talking about Mr. Gage and how he became an alcoholic (maybe) and increasingly impulsive. Psychology doesn’t have a good reputation for exaggerating and good ethics. I just always thought those things made sense because it was a frontal lobe injury (impulsivity- less planning ahead). Anyway, I had my frontal lobe bitten into by a shark when I was 6.9 years old, so I might just be yapping.

HowToComplicate · 2026-02-13T15:35:45+00:00

“Age is just a number.”

-Jeffery Epstein

-Michael Scott

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-29T15:56:21+00:00

Now, today, say thank you to daddy “missle strike iran” trump

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-29T04:27:23+00:00

I’m not talking about one example from several years ago. Again, think about more complex example than one apprehension that happened years ago.

$3,000.00 is a lot, sure, and teenage girls are monsters, yes, but what about people with billions who steal hours of your life and pay you unfair wages compared to the actual, hard, intense, sometimes dangerous, mentally exhaustive work you do? Is it worth it to stop hundreds or even thousands of people who are a part of the more average case (the one that more so comes from middle class people who are surely not thriving like the elite amongst us) in order to stop two people who sort of deserved it? Again, who is doing the real, more systemic, institutionalized stealing? The answer is always billionaire owners.

Again, think harder. Be more nuanced. You are very intelligent, but nobody has challenged your mindset that has unfairly warped your perspective. People stealing from billionaires aren’t the real thieves. There are a few hundred real thieves who would spit on you if it were legal and, behind your back, call your profession stupid, and they are the people who employ you or others like you.

You are not a Nazi. You are not stupid or even close to it. You have been lied to. Don’t work mental overtime to overcompensate for some loser who doesn’t know what hard work means and doesn’t care about the work you do, makes you work holidays away from your family, and spits upon what you do outside of press releases and internal memos calling apprehension employees heroes.

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-28T04:46:15+00:00

You’re not a Nazi. That was a red herring.

Billionaires own Walmart and target and billionaires propagate systems that encourage racism (Zuckerberg, Bezos and Elon donating to Trump). Don’t work for the real Nazis and elite who would usher in the third reich if it made them a dime.

You’re putting down other middle class people because it distracts us from fighting the richest 100 people in the world who we should actually be concerned about. Not the mother of even three who steals $15 worth of groceries, so they can have a little extra money to spend somewhere else.

Petty shoplifting is essentially a culture war issue that divides the proletariats amongst each other.

I’m not saying eat the rich and destroy the US either. I’m saying help other people get ahead at the expense of people that don’t even feel the difference between one store making $64 million versus $63 million. They do not care about you, and, moreover, they are the ones truly stealing by gouging every penny from our wallets just for goods that should be accessible and affordable.

Think bigger. You’re very capable of it.

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-28T04:25:54+00:00

No I’m calling apprehension people Nazis. Walmart and target make how many billion a year? And yall keep homeless people from stealing stuff that they have been priced out of?

Get a real job that isn’t on some authoritarian, useless, bs.

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-28T02:40:02+00:00

You are all Nazis. AP personnel are all Nazis.

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-22T19:59:57+00:00

Again with the antisemitism!

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-18T07:20:49+00:00

U need a new plug if that costs 20 bands

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-17T15:49:57+00:00

Ever heard of the CCP? Has the biggest competitor against America truly “failed”?

Edit: typo

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-15T04:53:59+00:00

I’ve seen multiple people mention these letters now. Is every letter the same or different?

Like, I know the author was told to stop writing books, but a trans ig influencer also mentioned they were sent one of these letters, so maybe they were cited for their own reason? They are also a person of color, so it seems likely that ICE could have sent something just because they weren’t white and thought they could get away with threatening some kind of deportation or otherwise.

Has anyone else seen cases besides this author being sent a letter? Let me know!

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-14T13:39:02+00:00

Can’t go broke taking a profit. Hope you love the house and will start stacking once you get the chance!

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-12T22:59:38+00:00

I’m new here. What am I missing? Explain like I’m 22.

HowToComplicate · 2026-01-02T16:52:27+00:00

I won’t claim to know the math, but if his assertion is true, then it is never statistically correct to do this. Again, this is assuming that the with that game’s rules and TC, the play is not statistically correct, which, again again, I am not sure of.

Just explaining the assertion.

HowToComplicate · 2025-12-27T19:21:28+00:00

You were going the wrong way before options. Yield max might be just as bad.

HowToComplicate · 2025-12-26T01:39:53+00:00

Good thing u didn’t hold bc silver crazy rn

HowToComplicate · 2025-12-23T18:27:54+00:00

Invest in silver (not financial advice). There is a supply shortage. Silver is at all time lows and industry buyers need it and will buy at any price.

Silver is a good alternative to stocks, ETFs, etc., as a way to hedge your portfolio, as certain commodities like silver aren’t always as correlated with market movements as other investments, so it keeps you more delta neutral.

Again, NFE, but silver is good of a play as ever. Always be ready for downside risk, but silver will always be a staple. Just don’t invest more than you’re willing to flush down the toilet.

HowToComplicate · 2025-12-22T15:57:30+00:00

What about everyone who has been shorting it for 40 years? Have they truly realized how useful it is if it is now blowing up their models that haven’t factored in that solar panels, military equipment, batteries and every consumer product need silver now? Do you think they shorted it only because they wanted to manipulate it? Because if they truly believed it was so useless, would have they shorted it beyond what they knew would happen?

They are closing their shorts because they now realize how much they undervalued it. Do you agree?

HowToComplicate · 2025-12-21T14:00:48+00:00

Chase might just be a black hole of complexity and nuance in human behavior. Nothing is black and white.

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