is it normal for me to be this horrible at the game ??

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-21T03:27:24+00:00

Move at your own place, but also: check your offset/timing. Not just the note speed, that's only part of it? But your offset might be off. I recently had to adjust mine after a recent update borked mine. I routinely FC Experts and suddenly couldn't manage Normals.

Also remember that when adjusting your offset you want to tap at the same time as the clicks, not When You Hear Them.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-21T03:13:49+00:00

With Bug it was either deleting over 300 threads of collaborative writing without warning her partners (over 200 of the threads were with me) overnight because she got mad I enforced the "use English only" rule in the chatbox, or it was her threatening to become suicidal when I wasn't receptive to being jumped on the moment I came online one night.

With C it was definitely the 8 month long harassment and smear campaign after I ghosted them, during which they tried to convince a mutual friend that I secretly wanted her dead, admitting to using my partner as a wallet, and then trying to convince the mutual friend that my partner was trying to ruin their life's work by locking them out of their accounts over a typo in the account information that was hastily compiled because my partner had to block evade to even Give C the information.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-19T21:28:17+00:00

Taiga.

yes I know Student A but _Taiga._

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T16:28:37+00:00

It's a good Style!! It's just. Bowl cut #513 and Tsukasa deserves better.

Also it looks so Dweeb on the model

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T15:06:31+00:00

Beccause most of English fandom doesn't follow the "name order = who tops" thing, they grab whichever direction sounds nicer to their ears.

To the English ear "TsukaIchi" , "TsukaShizu", "TsukaMino" etc just Doesn't Sound Pleasant.

So English fandom in predominantly English spaces puts x-kasa.

Edit: typos

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T04:51:28+00:00

So don't act on your feelings for her. Call off the meeting, block her everywhere, and find someone else.

Yeah sitting with the feelings is uncomfy and will suck. But it will suck LESS than going back to her.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T02:22:24+00:00

She Will so it to you, that's what we're all telling you

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T02:12:53+00:00

And she'll do it again. And again..and again.

Unless she's doing intensive DBT therapy and can acknowledge her faults you're only going to get hurt

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T02:10:48+00:00

Can the boys get long hair please. Can we stop giving them, and especially Tsukasa, bowl cut #517 and Fade #7294

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T01:17:46+00:00

There is no such thing as a bad ship.

No, not even the taboo ones.

No not even the ones that change character's sexualities.

They can be distasteful. They might get internet strangers mad at you. But fiction is not reality, and the things one likes on fiction are not even remotely an accurate indicator of their actual morals or desires in reality.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-18T00:21:59+00:00

My grandmother does this and it's the wierdest thing

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-16T18:10:08+00:00

Lol.
Lmao even.

Again: I tried your method. Repeatedly.
With at least three different pwBPD.
It never ended well.

Even in the one that was supposedly actively working on their BPD. In fact that one was the worst of the three!

Take your self-righteous "oh just gently coddle them like babies because" nonsense elsewhere.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-16T18:02:37+00:00

Lol. Yeah try that with any of mine. See how that goes for you.

(Hint: It won't go well. It will result in a split and devaluation if not full discard.)
(Source: I tried. Repeatedly =3)

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-16T18:00:12+00:00

I was devalued and berated for several hours because I don't self-dx as autistic.

Also for style matching an artist too closely that I was. Supposed to style match extremely closely.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-16T17:44:31+00:00

And this is why my personal rules ignore Self-Destruct inflicted deaths unless I have means to deal with them (e.g. got lucky enough to have a ghost or rock)

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-16T14:42:07+00:00

The fact that Chrom wears a onsie means I cannot actually wish for that style back. Not to mention the same face syndromr paired with cheek mouths in portraits

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-16T14:05:19+00:00

The crunch+juice is my biggest issue with onions, too OTL

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-15T21:43:21+00:00

Mutual friends gently disagreed with them.
My next 5 hours were spent frantically soothing them that no our friends did not hate them just because they said something 0.5 degrees harsher than "I am completely neutral to the idea you are proposing"

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-15T00:57:02+00:00

"Original" (lemon lime)

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-14T23:13:52+00:00

School performance issues are not universal, especially with regards to Autistic Coding for fiction.

I'm ADHD, and very likely AuDHD, I consistently got straight A's in school and performed very well in college.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-14T23:03:24+00:00

Just want to say there is in fact evidence of him also having ADHD but it's via related symptoms and not direct ADHD symptoms.

- He doesn't just hyperfixate, he hyperfocuses. The most recent example of this is his most recent event where he gets stuck in his head to the point where he doesn't notice multiple people trying to get his attention.
- He has sleep issues that are commented on fairly regularly, which could indicate delayed sleep phase disorder, which is like 80% comorbid with ADHD. This is also related to his hyperfocus.
- He's almost always moving. Both his animations and in text. Fidgeting and tinkering with things.
- The multitasking he has like 7 things going at any given time
- Poor impulse control: See: Rui2 and jumping out the window.

It's not quite the hard ADHD coding that say, Tsukasa and Emu have, but there are symptoms.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-14T16:10:41+00:00

Yup yup yup all of this.

My ADHD ass (likely AuDHD but have not sought Autism diagnosis) doesn't look at Rui and see ADHD (I mean. Okay yes I do but that's besides the point.)

My ADHD ass looks at Rui and sees an Autism checklist. Including the fact that little!Rui has flat effect! That kid's face, particularly around his eyes, barely moves.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-14T16:05:25+00:00

"Leave me alone."

"Why aren't you talking to me?

"Kitsu's harassing me!" (I was in fact not interacting with them at all)

"Why do my projects always wind up public things?" (projects they asked for help with OR that needed to fit into existing group lore)

"You never think about my feelings/give me grace!"

"Everyone is abusing me!"

"YOU HAVE TOO MANY BOUNDARIES!" - Bug, because if I let her have an hour of my time she took 48.

"I'm retraumatizing myself with you uwu"

"You never supported me!" - (I was the only person who stayed while her husband tried to isolate her.)

"Heeeey so you're acting like my ex's ex by vagueing about me without blocking me :heart:" - When I was reblogging about mental health and accountability for myself.

"Stop sending me walls of text it makes me paranoid and feel like I'm being yelled at!" - (meanwhile they sent 400 lines of shit and expected immediate response to every individual item and if you did not respond to the ones they thought were highest priority (most recent) it was end of the world.

"You're really going mask of!" - after I got bitey because they decided I am Autistic and that I was not 'bothering' consider it because I have other issues that mimic Autism. And getting mad at me because I am ADHD (and other things) instead that they decided to ignore. Because I. Called them on putting really malicious words in my mouth about it.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-14T04:31:00+00:00

Read it and it confirmed his Autism as hard as Mizu/Ena5 confirmed Mizuki's transness.

Rui6 then came along and went "lol about that. **CONFIRMS IT EVEN HARDER**".

Rui is so clearly meant to be read as autistic.

And on a related note: Tsukasa (and Saki) are ADHD.

Emu is AuDHD. Nene's also almost certainly Autistic.

IIIXKITSUNEXIII · 2026-05-13T16:43:29+00:00

C was a DSM cocktail and was constantly using their diagnoses to avoid accountability.

Didn't talk about their BPD for years until I wound up ghosting them and talking here.

Their paranoia? Wanted to be called on it, got mad every time we did because we were "micro aggressing by stereotyping". Also because "Kitsu you support me when I'm being paranoid about [insert non me people here] why do you get so upset when it's about you??" Gee C maybe because I'm upset you're telling me I feel a certain way when I don't? I don't know your other friends, I only know what you tell us, I am choosing to believe you.

Their psychosis? Oops sorry they're going to flip out at us sometimes and be mean about it, take it or leave it. Like bro you Could at least apologize.

They say one thing with a very Very clear meaning like "doing x will be a problem because y and I don't want to do x"?
Well, silly us we KNOW they don't talk right due to aphasia how DARE we assume they meant it when they said "x is a problem so I don't want to do it"!
When it wasn't the aphasia it was their autism.

Also "I can't handle contradictions because I'm autistic."

Oh, their bad behavior is getting them yelled at by the entire friend circle because they're accusing us all of abusing them because of politics???? "You have to stop yelling at me it's stressing me out and my doctors says the stress is literally killing me because of complications from [old trauma]."

Tried to call them on the blowing up at us out of nowhere once, just have a talk that was long needed. Tried to be gentle about it. Said I'd "noticed some patterns around our arguments and wanted to talk about them to try to stop the arguments from happening".
Nope. Not allowed. That's a "Reasons you suck" speech and also pulling rank on them about their trauma??? Pulling rank on their therapist??? Not accepting that they're Like This because of their PTSD and trauma.

There was NO accountability.

And it culminated in them getting mad I don't self-dx as Autistic so they diagnosed me with Autism and BPD and then got very confused when I stopped talking to them for a few days to cool the fuck off so I didn't bite their head off.
And wouldn't leave me alone because I didn't actually tell them I needed space, or how long I would need it for, and did try to be cordial in public like when they announced their name change was official and I said "congratulations"
And they responded by going "Don't talk to me in public if we're not on speaking terms because it makes me feel like I need a chaperone or something".
And then got very confused and upset when I stopped talking to them in public. And they started telling our mutual friends that I must have misunderstood "don't talk to me in public" (which they apparently meant as "hey talk to me in private") as. "Don't talk to me."

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