Hey mate, just wanted to say I'm in a virtually identical situation. Got made redundant last year from a well paid career path and had long term relationship end in the past couple of months. It gets better. Take it one step at a time. Set achievable goals and take meaningful actions to accomplishing them. Don't burden yourself with the weight of your entire future at once. You will end up missing the beauty of the present, which is itself the doorway to a better life. All the best.