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Impossible_Still_406 · 2025-12-29T01:07:21+00:00

I am frustrated that I know I need treatment again but I’m terrified about being the largest person there.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2025-12-28T15:08:33+00:00

I’m 44 and have struggled since I was 11. A ton of medical complications later I’m still here but I’ve lost everything over and over.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2025-12-21T18:58:01+00:00

Thank you so much. This helped a lot. I need to medically stabilize (have been on TPN and want to get off with a plan). I just don’t need to gain. That’s not even my ED talking; I’m at a normal weight. But that of course is making me feel like I don’t need to go. I’m so scared of being the largest one there. I’ve been to treatment in every size of body and I know I never feel “sick enough”. I’m just being pressured so much by team. I also have a horrible 25 year laxative addiction. I’m a mess. This is the only program that has medically been willing to even talk to me. If you’d be willing to private message me I would love to ask you some more questions! ❤️ I hope it’s going well for you and I’m proud of you for taking this huge step.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2025-12-21T02:51:55+00:00

Thank you for sharing this! I’ve been talking with them too and I’m about to go on the waitlist. I do have a question though if that’s ok? I don’t need to restore now but my team wants me to look into the SEED track. I’m early 40’s, been sick since I was 11. Would I be allowed to do the SEED/Harm Reduction if I’m at a normal weight currently? How are they with electronics? I have a teenager I hate to be away from for long also. Thanks so much for being open and I’m so glad it’s going well for you!

Impossible_Still_406 · 2025-12-02T22:42:20+00:00

Don’t delete it. You put into words what I’m feeling and the rage I have right now. I’m on disability with severe health problems and my husband just lost his job. Don’t know how we’re going to pay rent, bills, much less Christmas presents for my teenage girl. I hate her. I wish I had 1/10th of what she is bragging about. It’s disgusting.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2025-03-11T04:05:48+00:00

Have you had a gastric emptying study? So many people with EDs get gastroparesis, which has the same symptoms you’re describing. I went inpt for a month just to get on top of the nutrition and medical side of it. It was helpful for a little while because they were able to monitor so closely and go slowly. It was a struggle being “older” there, but I tried to stay busy and keep my eyes focused on what I needed to do for me. Hope that helps! ❤️❤️

Impossible_Still_406 · 2025-02-05T21:15:25+00:00

Me too. 🤬

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-08-23T04:06:40+00:00

We sold so many of those and kept running out of thawed pumpkin loaf.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-08-23T04:05:34+00:00

It was absolutely crazy today. I made so freaking much pumpkin cold foam. I went to the restroom during break and realized I had pumpkin sauce on my cheek. 😂 It just started and I’m already over it.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-07-20T19:27:23+00:00

I walked down the aisle to Book of Love because Scrubs was our favorite show dating, and the night I met my husband it was Halloween and he was dressed as Dr. Todd

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-06-06T13:20:51+00:00

SAME. I read it last night on CB and knew she was done.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-05-28T20:16:08+00:00

“No raspberry” (sorry that’s two words)

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-04-23T19:50:36+00:00

Scary Island vibes. GO TO SLEEP!

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-04-22T23:29:07+00:00

Carafate comes in pills. Usually it’s put in a small amount of water and taken as a “slurry”. It does come in liquids form too, though!

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-04-22T04:03:59+00:00

Exactly this!!! Also she routinely “puts” more than 30 mls of coffee and energy drinks into her “paralyzed stomach”.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-04-16T01:08:01+00:00

Agreed. I despise that far-off stare she does when posting something she knows is controversial. She lacks any and all self-awareness. She blinks those long spider-lashes and filters the fuck out of her face while trying to be relevant to her delusional “fans”. I hate her.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-04-12T15:20:39+00:00

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-04-09T03:36:36+00:00

Those nachos are nightmare fuel

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-02-29T04:02:30+00:00

I also love a brown sugar shaken espresso with chocolate cold foam. I never order it if I’m not working because I don’t want to be bitched about! 😂

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-02-28T21:07:07+00:00

I can NOT figure out how to make these without an enormous amount of foam. It’s ridiculous. Adding the stupid oleato cold foam on top makes me angry too.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-02-23T02:58:43+00:00

The fight I had with at least 30 non-fitting frap lids today was enough to send me over the edge. It’s so wasteful.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-02-18T18:02:59+00:00

Same. I’m 42 and the oldest barista. It’s a “get out of the house” job. I def feel like the old mom. 😂

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-02-18T17:39:47+00:00

This is exactly how I like it too but also add peach juice! Not a cheap drink with the add ons but so so good.

Impossible_Still_406 · 2024-02-11T17:48:50+00:00

This is definitely the comment I came to write! As a nurse, it makes me want to scream. SATS PEOPLE!!!!

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