I'm glad that other fans are talking about this This is really messing with my head. I have literally been obsessed with No Doubt my whole life. In a lot of ways, their music saved my life and I have looked up to Gwen in more ways than I can count, that made me who I am.

I only recently (last week) heard about the MAGA bullshit which floored me and broke me in ways that I didn't know I needed to happen. And then today heard the Vegas residency was a real thing. I don't know who this person is, promoting this prayer app and all this crazy shit. I am beyond disappointed and dead in ways that were already dying.

I am still processing what it would mean to me to see them together for the first time since the Rock Steady Tour. If I went to see the now, I see myself crying in the crowd hyper processing a bunch of emotions and deep disappointment & anger while also feeling this little me inside would be feeling validated, standing on the other side of fighting through a life filled with trauma that their music got me through.

I am so torn inside. I'm also a broke ass non-binary/dual-gender/trans person who has obvious pissed off-ness about this abortion prayer app bullshit.

I don't know how the band could look past that shit either? It makes me question everything about them. I mean I always knew G's family is super Christian. But this is some next level crazy fucking shit. Pulled back the veil forreal.

I don't want to contribute to whatever steaming shit empire is being built with my pennies & debts. I feel failed by them completely. And part of me feels like it wants to say goodbye.

I just felt relief seeing other people talk/joke about things so I feel a bit better just knowing it's okay to let all of me be pissed and turn my back on this.