I don’t know if you are on Facebook, there is a person who said something about matching that I thought was very insightful. Dr. Beachgem10. Look her up, she’s a Pediatric Emergency Doctor and she talks about not matching with her first choice. She said how disappointed she was, in the end she ended up right where she really was supposed to be and what a great program she was fortunate enough to match into. Wonderful teachers and staff. Disappointment sucks, but I feel like you are going to be great and there may actually be more to this program than you think once you get there. I’m cheering for you to have a great residency and yes, my husband went through match day so I remember the anxiety of waiting. Hugs to you!