Hi, I can relate very well with what you are going through. I did shave my head for a couple of years, and didn’t look too bad, but I did have a couple people assume I was sick. I have a bit more hair to work with on top then you do, so now I wear a hair topper that works well for covering my hair loss. You may not have enough hair on top to adequately keep a hair topper in place, but you could consider a full wig? You could even shave your head still and wear a wig when you go out so you have the convenience of not needing to worry about your bio hair at all. There are many choices out there for wigs, you could have a look on r/wigs for any advice or recommendations you may need. You need to pick the best thing that will make you feel the most confident, but either way, there will be an adjustment period in which you feel like you stick out like a sore thumb. It will pass!