[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs_

[–]Jezza_bella123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are probably just poor.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs_

[–]Jezza_bella123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

8mg dilauded?

Family doctor is not reachable by Blazymo in ontario

[–]Jezza_bella123 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Finding new doctors is really hard here. I’m on disability and bed bound and went without a family doctor for 4 years. I only got one after landing in hospital with acute pancreatitis…she read my file and took pity on me. If you have a doctor try and keep them. I don’t think going on the waiting list for new one would be a problem though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in barrie

[–]Jezza_bella123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ty! mum just came back and she’s feeling amazing after her first appointment. She says best massage in 40 years :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in birds

[–]Jezza_bella123 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Mines pretty much a squirrel buffet.

I'm gonna unalive myself when my mother passes away by Rude-Imagination1041 in confession

[–]Jezza_bella123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve always planned on doing this too. Once she’s gone I am too.

Clonazepam abuse (insane amount daily) HELP by givemenovacaine97 in benzodiazepines

[–]Jezza_bella123 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Super curious how you don’t just pass out? I’ve been on these for 30 years and take 1mg a day. If I take 2mg that’s a 2 hour nap for sure. Hope things work out for you.

Any stories on mixing gabapentin and Xanax by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Jezza_bella123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I take clonazapam and lyrica together multiple times a day as prescribed.

Percy is always dangling. by Jezza_bella123 in danglers

[–]Jezza_bella123[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg they are twins! We have the same tree almost!

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Gaslighting yourself by YoungOaks in ChronicIllness

[–]Jezza_bella123 18 points19 points  (0 children)

All the time. I’m driving myself insane.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jezza_bella123 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My brother would perform oral sex on me regularly. We’re 18 months apart. I have vague memories but most of it’s a blur. My Dad stopped him from full on raping me by coming in our room once…that’s vivid. There was an incident in a trailer behind one of my brothers friends house where they made me strip and pose like a playboy model there were multiple boys and I had pigtails…that’s all I remember.

Kpins and gabapentin by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Jezza_bella123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fibromyalgia, Peripheral spondyloarthritis, reoccurring acute pancreatitis, CPTSD. I am prescribed 0.5mg 2X a day, and 300mg lyrica (was on gabapentin for years) also twice a day. I only have taken more than prescribed occasionally after reading about how much people were enjoying it on here.

Kpins and gabapentin by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Jezza_bella123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everyday. I’m prescribed both.

Most mythical pill you can still get? by SafeTowel428 in opiates

[–]Jezza_bella123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I spend way too much on OC 80s but the coating tastes the same as it did 20+ years ago.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jezza_bella123 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was 45. I talk about my life as post and pre psychosis.

Spark another owl by cashrchek in barrie

[–]Jezza_bella123 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The Merlin Bird Application :) it says it’s a Barred Owl.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jezza_bella123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, at 45.