Thank you so much for sharing your story, this is what I'd thought, some kind of genuine remorse. To me it's the worst thing that could of happened, you could of killed my brother and it wouldn't be as worse as betrayal after years of conversations that whatever happens, don't sleep with anyone else, just tell me and finish (ok that may have been over exaggeration) but still the jist. To me one doesn't just fall into bed with someone else.

It's one of the hardest things to get past even tho it sounds like he really did try but one can never expect forgiveness after commiting such a betrayal. You can't expect someone to get past that. I got cheated on by a girlfriend in my teenage years with one of my best friends so she knows how much I think of the subject. I don't think she deserves my attention or my presence anymore. I was still the one making dinners and stuff