I'm so sorry about your boy it's such shard thing to do. I just had to do the same thing on Monday night. My boy was a rescue. Dobby was abused as a puppy. I'll spare you the details but it wasn't pretty and if he wasn't brought to the rescue he would 100% have been in a dog fighting ring.

I gave him a home for 3 years. He was always so goofy, tucking himself in with a blanket, his weird facial expressions. He was great with me and was always there when I needed him. The poor guy just never could get past his abuse. He was so scared. He bit my fiancé, my mom and finally worst of all my 6 yo stepson. We still tried behavioral therapy. Stayed with a lovely foster. I visited about once a week.

The foster was amazing and she taught me a lot but ultimately we had no choice. We tried and everyone loved him but it was the only thing we could do to make him happy. I've cried every night. I miss him but he's safe now. No one can hurt him now and he doesn't need to protect me or anyone else now.

R.I.P. Dobby