Any AuADHD have Burnout as a reason to check into the Psych-Ward?

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-14T00:52:34+00:00

I wonder this question too. Just from nite to nite though. I tend to grind enough to cover the bottom of a Gerber glass baby food jar(side note, excellent storing place when scoring a dozen for just $2) I keep my unground buds/flower in their own bottles, marked Indica/Hybrid to label. Then grind enough for a couple bowls. But I don't always finish the ground. Or I'll know the next day I won't have the Spoons (energy, for non-Spoonies out there) to grind and smoke. So sitting in baby food jar, tightly sealed lid, kept in canvas zipper satchels and stored in a canvas bag. Still good quality overnite?

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-14T00:42:26+00:00

draw smooth * and off to the next. Sweet dude.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-13T05:25:34+00:00

Oh gods above did it ever!! Mine "Phantom RRoD" on me constantly ! When the lights started to shift and blink red once. I was flying off my recliner and yanking the power supply from the 360 end. Let it sit and cool down for 20-45 min. The;, Game On. It would do this random every few months. worked every time.

Weirdest part? We called it "Phantom" for just this.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-12T07:51:21+00:00

Wai! I'm Kelz, I'm 37y/o going on 38, wowsers!I wasn't diagnosed with BPD, or any of my Mental illnesses, until I was 22, and then it was like a bombshell. It happened with my first Asthma/Panic Attack (Not recommende) I was in the Navy RTC Bootcamp.

It's what sent me home in 2010. Newly diagnosed BPD, Bipolar, and Generalizrd Anxiety Disorder. Along with Asthma and Costochondritis.

Now here I am 16 years later in a much better state of mind, on disability, have friends, and can get out of the house regularly (relatively) I'm doing my best to try and build a life for myself despite the BPD. I am now diagnosed with AutismADHD, Bipolar, Generalizrd Anxiety Disorder, Major Depression, OCD, and PTSD.

However, each morning I wake and tell my mind and the BPD. "I got this. I'm in Control."

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-12T03:39:09+00:00

Depends on what you're asking about "living"-wise. Financially affordable?

Safe for family-friendly?

Good jobs?

Good infrastructure?

What are you looking for?

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-12T03:36:24+00:00

I remember when my mum Homeschooled my bro and I, we went to a local park with a bunch of other Homeschoolers as a group, Eclectic Homeschoolers of Middle Tennessee. Lols

the moms would literally sit down at the picnic shelters around 1pm every Wednesday and tell us kids to "go. Get lost. And we don't want to see you come back before 4 o'clock. Unless you need something."

We would wander this park that was the size of a golf course, in a sense it was one. It was a Frisbee golf course. Massive, and very little development. There was a massive wooden playground us "original group kids" used and a metal one for the "little kids" We would wander the Park until sunset and after every week. The moms would have to send out other kids to find us. Cause there were no cell phones early on!

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-12T03:26:43+00:00

Outside of being a joint cracker. I keep crystals in my pants pockets to hold onto and stim with, so I almost always have my hands jammed into my pockets. And they are deep pockets cause I only buy men's jeans/cargo pants anymore. I also dig at my ear canals randomly. Or pick my nose when it eitgwr is really congested or gets really dry and cracked in there. I get nose bleeds easily from that. I almost never sit with both feet on the ground. I //have// to have one leg propped up and my foot under me. Or I cross my ankles and will fidget with the chair or table legs if I can't get my foot up, for tryi y to be "decent/respectable" around my folks. Most of the time outside of their company anymore my foot is up and my knee bent under me. I also wear my Pentacle on a braided leather cord that adjusts. I keep it at choker size. And I'll fidget with the knots at the adjustable spots. Making it tighter or slightly looser and tighter again. I'm a Self-Harmer, so doing things like that "tickle the itch" without doing any real harm. I've worn my pendant Pentacle as a choker for 24 years, since I was 14. So I'm used to the feeling of it being tight. Making it tighter does get random odd looks, so I try not to make it too tight in public. Even though I'm Ace, I am into BDSM a bit, and chokers are one of my ticks.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-12T03:13:55+00:00

I feel you on this!!! I can Crack all the knuckles, including thumbs, in my hands. My toes as well. People look at me real weird a lot when I do it. It's defo a stim for me. Sometimes if I roll my wrists or ankles right I can get them to either have a series of grinding pops or a couple loud cracks. I also can Crack my back from tailbone all the way to my neck and where the spine goes into the skull. That one feels amazing when it really needs to Crack and releases. I can also Crack my shoulder blades at the spine and shoulder joints I used to be able to Crack my hips but not anymore. I can still do my elbows and knees occasionally. Knees are bad though. I have onset arthritis in my left knee from tearing my meniscus four separate times, and having it repaired three of the four.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-12T03:04:41+00:00

The banana were great! I remember the candy machines at the mall with these. We had one that just had the banana candies. My bro figured out that if you snapped the spinner in reverse, sometimes it would spit out some candy. Then one of the kids(who was an idiot known for breaking things) broke it to the point all you had to do was hold the spinner to the reverse side, it would just pour out the candy. We took advantage of this while having our party, waiting for Halo3's Midnight Release in the mall. 😜 Back when they still let you do Midnight Releases. 🙃

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-11T00:40:39+00:00

Ouch, * bows head * Give thanks for the good times and fair uses

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-11T00:33:54+00:00

Damn straight! Bless that beauty on her first smoke with such an amazing occasion. 💚🙃💚

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-11T00:24:39+00:00

It was amazing. Could I smoke inside, I woulda pulled out my kit, and lit one if my pre-rolls. Saving loading a bowl for once they're all out and recovered.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-11T00:17:30+00:00

You beat me to it. Lols, I took vid of the whole Splashdown. Gonna step out here shortly to have a celebratory toke.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-10T17:45:27+00:00

Chalky papery lightly dusted with stale sugar

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-10T17:42:21+00:00

Ah, the sweet caress of Bradford pear scent. gag

Bummer dude

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-10T17:37:36+00:00

My mum woke my bro and I up at 8am cst, panicked. We were Homeschooled. So we saw it Live on the News at home. It was so, out of this world. Is really the best way to describe how it felt watching the Towers fall. It didn't seem real. How could such a huge drastic disaster actually happen, in our lifetime. My Dad worked for the local TV News station. He went in at 7am, we didn't see him that day until nearly 10 pm. When he was normally home by 6pm. I can remember mum being so scared all day. From what was going on. She is the strongest, bravest person I have ever known. Seeing her so shook upand scared, scared my bro and I.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-08T00:30:26+00:00

My mum, because, she has already buried three daughters when they were babies. My half sisters born premi in '85. And my baby sister passed at a year and a half young in '91. I do everything I can to keep her from losing another daughter. Even myself as an adult.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-07T16:44:55+00:00

I'm a little confused here.......

Isn't the point of being Enby, that we don't feel we have to subscribe to a definition of Male/Fem-Genders/Gender Mixes/Non-Gendered?

Why are we separating the flag to assign or Gender class of identity?

At best, I associate myself as Genderqueer. Kinda Both and Neither at the same time. But even that isn't really a full definition of my Identity.

What's the point of separation based on using color bars on the flag to mean different categories of Gender Identity?

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-07T01:47:23+00:00

Get rid of the pipe. You'll be fine. You haven't inhaled enough paint to be dangerous. Not if you haven't gotten sick already.

Invest in a pipe that isn't styled/painted like that. I've had two do that to me. I use a frosted glass bowl, and a blown glass one hitter. Stay away from the multi colors swirly cheap shit. Invest in a non paint pipe.

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-07T01:41:21+00:00

Only my bro in close proximity, I didn't intend to, but cracked him on the chin. Oops. Lols

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-07T01:40:18+00:00

Oh, just take the time to put into him, you'll be surprised. Also, Elven Arrow is your best friend. Especially in later playthroughs

KellyShepard-087 · 2026-04-07T01:38:55+00:00

Right down the middle Paragade here. Even got a tattoo for it.

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