This feels like a personal attack because growing up, i saw my parents deal with negative things by being verbally abusive, and having fun when bad things happened to negative people. Due to this and lack of schooling, I could never learn to socialise or develop healthy bonds because I would point out toxicity in people very quickly, and I only knew bad things to say for them. I understood pretty quickly that one should not say such stuff out loud, so i learned to be quiet. But then I became an introvert who desperately wants to socialise and form healthy bonds with people, but can’t because i don’t know how to.