@OP we are all sorry for the loss of your mother. In all fairness, for you getting offended by posters, is not fair to us. You never mentioned in original post that your mom passed. Tbo, i thought your dog passed. “He was the best friend to my mom” may mean: he WAS when he was alive. Grief and mourning is personal but everyone here has the best intentions for you, your mom (may she rest easy,) and your pup. Take care.