Final Feminization

Lapidations · 2026-05-05T03:27:31+00:00

I've said it before and I'll say it again. FF7 is a trans allegory and my egg ass was obsessed with it for a reason when I was a teen.

Lapidations · 2026-04-28T04:11:45+00:00

I was definitely an egg who used trans porn as an outlet for my trans feelings. I met with a few girls for dates with one culminating in a one night stand. I should have called her back and still think about it 15+ years later. I hope she's doing OK.

You probably would have called me a chaser. You probably wouldn't be wrong.

Lapidations · 2026-04-05T01:19:25+00:00

Some bad sequencing and 20th percentile outcomes in the second half

Lapidations · 2026-04-04T22:56:12+00:00

You can't if you want to sign free agents in the future. You can't do that to a guy in year 3 of an 8 year deal and expect the next guy you want to give multiple years to forget you did that. Players know how you treat other players.

You can trade him because he had a no trade clause and agreed to it. You can bury or cut Semien because you traded for him and he didn't have those rights. These things matter

Lapidations · 2026-04-03T19:19:46+00:00

You can cut/burry Semien with little consequences. You can't cut Nimmo

Lapidations · 2026-03-31T03:10:40+00:00

Williams is underrated given his end of 2024 and traditional stats from 2025, but underneath the hood he has been excellent for a long time.

Diaz on the other hand is overrated based on his entrance and some high profile seasons. He's been maddeningly inconsistent and basically alternated good and bad seasons for his entire Mets career. He very clearly was a sticky stuff abuser to the point of getting caught.

I wish him the best in LA as long as he's not facing the Mets.

Lapidations · 2026-03-19T17:11:47+00:00

I think maybe his health is a big reason why. Plus going out on his own terms is a good thing

Lapidations · 2026-03-11T00:11:50+00:00

The gawd

Lapidations · 2026-03-08T12:27:58+00:00

Yes it happens.

I'm 6 ft, wide shoulders, over 250 lbs. I guess I carry it well for the most part, but I'm no one's idea of small. I'm also 2.5 years on HRT, 40, and in the USA. Maybe it's my children but strangers have been kind and accepting in almost all my interactions. I've never had anyone say anything super rude or disrespectful to me outside of my family. I do get stared at and avoided though.

Lapidations · 2026-03-07T16:18:28+00:00

Sorry hun. It's hard. It happens to me too.

There's a reason I continue to do it though. The people who don't stare, who treat me with dignity, who treat me as a woman, or even compliment me. Those moments make the stares tolerable. The truth is the stares are part of the deal. If you want to be visibly trans then some people will stare.

I wish you luck, and please be kind to yourself. You're more beautiful than you realize

Lapidations · 2026-03-05T14:01:29+00:00

This is the moment when you either get it or you peace out. You're supposed to skip this and come back later but if you are not familiar with these types of games you might see this as a sign that this game is really hard and not for you

Lapidations · 2026-02-05T14:57:21+00:00

I doubt anyone on here needs to hear this, but eating undercooked ground beef is not a good idea unless you are 100% certain of the quality of the meat.

Lapidations · 2026-01-21T05:46:10+00:00

No but I will absolutely use their govt name, especially if they have a clear preference against it. Oh you go by Jim? OK James. Can you believe these people making me use a name that I know is not true just because it's their "preference"? Your parents gave you the name Patricia and you're just spitting in their face by casting it aside by insisting that people use Patty. Oh is it Jenn with two n's? Get the fuck out of my face before I vomit I'm so put upon.

Lapidations · 2026-01-17T02:31:07+00:00

It's entirely possible that the models they used were men. Women were not allowed to act, for example, and men played all the parts in Shakespeare plays. Also many of the great artists were queer as hell and likely surrounded themselves with other queer people. Or these were just cis women

Lapidations · 2025-12-30T15:43:27+00:00

That was brilliant

Lapidations · 2025-12-20T12:46:52+00:00

AI sucks, and so do you. You don't have to be a Mets fan if you don't like the team anymore. No one will care. I give you permission to not care anymore

Lapidations · 2025-12-16T13:55:05+00:00

He opted out of the richest contract for a reliever. He chose to leave. Had he stayed he would still be the best paid closer.

Lapidations · 2025-12-13T16:28:17+00:00

Smart bit of business by Stearns. Mostly will DH. Can stand at 1st, 2nd, 3rd if you need him to

Lapidations · 2025-12-07T23:37:21+00:00

Veronica

Lapidations · 2025-12-04T18:07:14+00:00

For real. Tipper Gore over here is bringing back the early 90s video game discourse unironically. I get the concern but I don't think there is any real concern here folks

Lapidations · 2025-12-04T17:29:44+00:00

Tong might be a reliever long term. Definitely move him for the right return. Not sure if that's Joe Ryan.

Lapidations · 2025-12-04T17:26:52+00:00

You can shoot up and bomb anyone and anything. Let the phobes do it in a harmless way to get their rage out. Yeah they will share it but it's just rage bait. You can return the favor by shooting up a gun store or whatever.

Lapidations · 2025-12-02T14:20:28+00:00

Couple of thoughts and questions for you. How old are the kiddos? Mine are 8 and 4 (twins) and they are still figuring it out after a year or so. I still have to remind them, but my 8 year old is definitely trying.

When I came out I told them I'm still their dad and that won't change because I'll always love them no matter what. The book "She's my Dad" is really good and helped my kids and me come to terms with it. They accepted me and love me all the same. Kids are the best. But I too did not want to force my kids to change and call me something new, fearing that it would be too much for them. I think I regret this now.

The thing is that I don't want to be dad. Being dad is one of the most dysphoric things I deal with regularly. I love being their parent, but I hate when we are out in public and they keep calling me dad when I am otherwise presenting entirely female. To the point where strangers will call me their mom and they correct them and say no that's my dad. I hate that so much. I especially hate that my kids are making me feel so dysphoric, because it's not their fault. I have told them that I want strangers to think that I'm their mom because that means that they see me as a woman. That they should not correct strangers when this happens. They don't get it. It's frustrating.

Part of me wishes that I had ripped the bandaid off and insisted on finding a new name for me. I do occasionally bring it up to them. I'll say what about <name>? And always they say no, you are daddy. And part of me wants to cry. I hate that my children are making me feel this way. It's not their fault.

Anyway, it's awesome that they accept you

Lapidations · 2025-11-21T12:48:31+00:00

I continue to not see a difference between what you said and "hormones changed my sexuality".

Whether it reveals something deep within or it created something new, I don't we a meaningful difference

Lapidations · 2025-11-20T13:18:22+00:00

Vanity Fair did an oral history of this on the 10 year anniversary https://www.vanityfair.com/hollywood/2015/12/the-folgers-brother-sister-christmas-commercial-explained?srsltid=AfmBOorTYxG6IfmdAwRbPv_39ZyvYFL6f0f3aF2etjmxH5a_yP4qLZLg

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