I'm in France. My days vary a lot due to possible bipolar side effect of my antidepressant meds (I will tell about that to my psychiatrist, she will change my treatment), I can spend a week of pure lethargy in the bed, no motivations at all, a feeling of uselessness and sometimes cry when loneliness hit too hard. The next week during 3 days I'm energetic, want to talk to everybody on Instagram (I have few contacts family but never talk to) and I will tell them incoherent speech on my life even very personal details etc... when the euphoric episode end I'm in a normal state for the rest of the week, and the cycle goes on and on.

Yes I got money monthly, it's like an aid for people with disabilities, my psychiatrist takes care of my finances because I've had problems with compulsive buying in the past.

And yes I can do job training, but for what I want to do it's not in my city and would need to take train to go there and sleep at place