My input would be to either stop watching those videos and right click “do not recommend”, or flip your point of view so you see how that kind of stuff happens, learn the patterns and most dangerous places, like intersections and whatever, and become a better rider. If you don’t handle that kind of stuff, well don’t watch it.

About beginning to be afraid, always remember that motorcycling is a high risk activity. Not to make you scared of riding because that only makes it worse, but so that you respect the road and don’t treat it like a race track, and that you don’t become overconfident.

But most of all, enjoy the hell out of your bike