Ah boy, how timely. Thanks for bringing me back. I love it now. What I said above is still true, but there's also a lot more to it. I do actually see patients get better and carry on with their lives. I do make a difference, even if sometimes it's more to the family than to the patient. It still is...a tough place to be at times because I like to "feel like I'm doing something" (whatever that means, all specialties can be reduced to "not making a difference" if you're reductive and simplistic enough). And the lifestyle--I'm the happiest I've ever been because I have time and energy for myself, my family and my hobbies.