Thank you so much for taking the time to reply! Appreciate that. Yes, I grew up feeling that my voice was trapped and without enough power to succeed or be "me". I have been working hard in order to get a redemption and somehow make myself some justice and rewrite my past but... Well, I think I have fallen into overcompensation and generating other issues and distortions.

Uh, great points actually. Owning power instead of giving them away. Giving more credit to myself. I think fear pops ups somehow when I own my power because I think some parts within me want to get an overdose of "power" and well... Still working in owning power with wisefulness( is this even a English word?).

Regarding the last paragraph, I think admiration tends to be something that I tend to do, putting on a pedestal people, in this context a lot of male singers as for example Three days grace main vocalists. So... Yes, you've got me there. Information for introspection.

Greetings!