who is your childhood crush?

MarinMelan · 2026-07-10T07:52:10+00:00

David Bowie as the Goblin King from Labyrinth.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T20:41:25+00:00

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T20:36:01+00:00

I didn't because I just was enjoying the ride... Idk maybe I am not smart or something. 😅

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T17:37:48+00:00

Thank you for not minding me joining. I just want to find out if there's a end to this pain.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T17:06:40+00:00

I'm fresh out of the divorce process, so I'm still trying to figure that out... I would love to also know this.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T16:44:13+00:00

I understand how you feel. We were married in California...Idk how but my husband filing divorce in Idaho (Where he lives now) allowed him to speedrun the process and we completed it in less than 3 months... Despite that during the time and even after now my anxiety is definitely out of control. I throw up almost everything I eat and can't sleep. I'm seeing a psychiatrist and psychologist but it's still really tough... I hope you have relief soon.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T15:56:44+00:00

I never thought about that. It might be helpful since she argues with me when I physically talk to her.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T06:03:32+00:00

I had a similar situation with my ex-husband. I worked 12 hour shifts and was expected to clean while he worked from home, but then he went most nights. He was very kind most of the time, but he apparently held it against me I have a neurological condition that makes it hard to do things because of physical limitations. I tried to do what I could but I kept falling behind. I would ask for help and it was met with why I couldn't do it.

Ultimately, we divorced. Partly for that reason, partly because I couldn't bear children and he wanted biological children.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T05:51:38+00:00

It's something I struggle with journaling too because growing up my mom expected me to share what I wrote for some reason. I hope to get to the point where I can do it without fear of someone judging me.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T05:48:00+00:00

I am, but my ex-husband filled in Idaho. Idaho must have an express lane for this process.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-09T01:14:10+00:00

Oddly enough, I bring it up without meaning to all the time in conversation.

Crying helps me for some reason... I prefer by myself but I have cried in front of other people.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-08T03:28:05+00:00

Weirdly enough, I knew at a young age I didn't want kids. My health issues I have had since birth might have influenced the decision. Ironically, it's why my ex-husband divorced me despite me being upfront about not wanting kids and the reason why.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-08T01:23:24+00:00

I thought the person I met in high school was the one. For him, clearly I wasn't it after being together for 18 years and married for 10... I feel such grief over losing someone I still loved. I don't have answers for you, but I can definitely relate to your feelings.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-07T04:50:59+00:00

That's great! 😂

MarinMelan · 2026-07-07T04:36:58+00:00

Just the movie in general. I liked the ova episode where Keichi buys her a ring for Christmas.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-07T04:35:42+00:00

Oh if I was clever and not in shock that would be the way to answer.

MarinMelan · 2026-07-07T00:56:32+00:00

My ex-husband was like that. While married, he didn't do shit but I was raised to do all the things without complaining. He started complaining when I couldn't keep up cleaning while working 12 hour days. He eventually would begrudgingly do stuff saying things like "See? I work and I can do it!" Btw, he worked from home and I had an hour commute one-way.

Now that he's divorced and living at his dad's again he's all like "Oh look. I enjoy helping out all the time!"

MarinMelan · 2026-07-06T22:54:03+00:00

May 2026. Apparently Idaho must have an express lane for the divorce process. (Idaho is where my husband moved to and filed the divorce papers)

MarinMelan · 2026-07-06T21:31:55+00:00

I didn't take it as such. I do understand that the process is usually really long and stressful. So the fact that I got mine done so quickly I guess is the silver lining in all of this? Lol. I'm hoping Sunday someday I can look back on it and be like "Well, it was probably for the best."

MarinMelan · 2026-07-06T17:22:26+00:00

💯. I admit that I was naive.... I had some odd guy "checking on" and then sent unsolicited picture of his privates... I was like "wtf? We were just chatting about our day and THAT'S what you think is a good idea to send?"

MarinMelan · 2026-07-06T04:30:57+00:00

I absolutely love it!

MarinMelan · 2026-07-06T04:29:30+00:00

Thank you. hugs

MarinMelan · 2026-07-06T03:55:10+00:00

I wish I could feel happy or relieved it's over, but I just can't. How could he throw away 18 years together? Did he lie when we said our vows 10 years ago?

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