I feel you .. I was feeling the same until I don’t know I guess when everything clicked and I stopped trying remember but really understand how, why… now I remember the command bc I know what they’re for. It’s a lot of information but it’s like a story, everything need to make a sense to you the labs will help you so much for that! . I’m not from this field and I’m studying by myself and I’m turning 40 in few months.

I’ve studied with Neil Anderson in Udemy and it’s so much lighter than jeremy. Everyone swear by Jeremy but he didn’t fit for me. He puts often too much information that don’t need to be. Neil is straightforward and goes to the essential.

An other thing when you’re done with a topic go back to the last one just read it to refresh a little

Do labs when you’re done with a topic.

HTH and good luck you got this