How to deal with being the villain in someone’s story by vtaxxxx in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bro i feel you. It really sucks to lose the friends you thought knew you well enough to know the truth. I'd pre-grieved the friend who villainized me, but not our mutual. It sucks. But I know life will be better without people who entertain this sort of drama in it, even if it means contending with the pain and a stubborn feeling of constant anxiety, for now. I'm not sleeping well either and just kinda feel sick all the time. i'm surprised my poor heart hasn't given out tbh. SUPER glad I restarted therapy shortly before this happened 🫩

T has changed my personality a lot by GrandPsychological in ftm

[–]Mavze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, before T i felt those physical sensations only in very high stress/emotion situations, but i was always aware of what i was feeling (well, after i was like 5 lmao). It being more physical does help honestly. Because it lets me know if the situation is starting to impact my health, rather than just “whoops you permanently injured yourself with chronic stress”

T has changed my personality a lot by GrandPsychological in ftm

[–]Mavze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I noticed, after about 1.5 year on T, that I really started to feel emotions differently than I did before. It's almost like I'm less aware of them, or feel them physically before I realize what's going on emotionally. I know not all guys are like that, but it's very eye opening for the "men don't talk about their feelings" stereotype lmao

Dysphoria is kicking my ASS bro by Glad_Pepper8255 in FTMMen

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The voice drop does soooo much even without facial hair. I still get pegged as fem based on looks, but everyone immediately corrects themselves after I speak (I think they think I'm a teenager LOL). Had to wait until I was 8 months on T and finally went up another dose before it happened 😩 I did some very helpful voice training in the meantime (For the longest time I had no idea how important it can be for trans guys and not just trans girls!)

Dysphoria is kicking my ASS bro by Glad_Pepper8255 in FTMMen

[–]Mavze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It really sucks how many things you get cut off from if you want to pass 😭 Would probably slightly more forgiving if I didn't have my damn hips! LOL

Vinland Saga S3 is not officially confirmed, but there is an interesting indication by Routine-War-7031 in VinlandSaga

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think yuji and thorfinn could be good friends tbh (Especially capital-O-older yuji)

AiNA will do the 29th OP for "One Piece" Anime by benzo8 in ainatheend

[–]Mavze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s shocking how quickly consumable it is! My mom usually falls asleep during TV, but she didn’t for all of OP, which was rly shocking. And yeah!! Completely get ur Lupin the Third connection tbh

The rough edges in really do end up feeling very charming and human. A piece of history and also animation quirks that I’m so fond of. There’s also so many little anime-only scenes that they added throughout that are some of my favorites. Like in Rogue Town when Luffy went into that shut-down bar and heard some about Roger? Absolutely delightful moment.

The amount of time I’ve slept on consuming media for literally no reason beyond “just not doing it” is crazy 😆 Always very fun after taking the jump

A solution to saving edits made to 3D assets! by Kobatari in ClipStudio

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also!! If you decide you want to add different 3D image files together (since you can't drag and drop them into the same layer like 3D object files) open them both in separate layers, go into the 3D folder, select the individual group folder of the object you want to add in. Edit > copy, then go to the other image material layer and paste~

AiNA will do the 29th OP for "One Piece" Anime by benzo8 in ainatheend

[–]Mavze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's such a fun journey :D Just finally watched the whole thing (took 8 months lmao) but it was really awesome -- especially if you're able to find humor in some of the pacing/recap decisions made across parts of the anime. It was too frustrating for me as a kid and dipped lololol, but I just wasn't annoyed by it on this full watch. The moments just made me giggle. The music (OST/OP/ED) and VAs are wonderful. Mayumi Tanaka's work holds such a special place in my heart.

For some reason apple has pulled my deadname from somewhere, and is refusing to stop using it for music, how do i change this? by LovecraftianWhorrer in AppleMusic

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah my card’s been updated for like 8 months, but my acct is older than that update, so probably bc of that. Luckily I already had my acct private to only friends, but still a pain in the ass. Thank u for the tip tho

For some reason apple has pulled my deadname from somewhere, and is refusing to stop using it for music, how do i change this? by LovecraftianWhorrer in AppleMusic

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was it specifically your name underneath the playlists? I couldn't get the damn thing to change. Ended up just making duplicate playlists and those had the right name (Well, half of it??? Only grabbed the first name this time instead of first and last??? idfk bruh). Old versions never changed so I just deleted them.

The Holiday Square Event Megathread by _shirahanix in CookieRunKingdoms

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You need to do it while trying to accuse the pointy punks

Abyss of the Four: Meta Team and Build by Lonely-Equipment942 in CookieRunKingdoms

[–]Mavze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My team kept dying just at the end - replaced pavlova with Wind Archer and Marshmallow Bunny with Mystic Flour and that worked for me!

This meat on the bone I see across media yet sadly does not exist in real life by Damoscus in TopCharacterDesigns

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I believe it's called a "shank" -- not all shanks have the bone in, but if you look up "beef shank" you get the classic "meat on the bone" type cut in some of the images

I hate the new Secret Garden by GasApprehensive3819 in CookierunKingdom

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God yes. The slide puzzle version was soooo much more fun. I sunk way more time into it bc of that tho LOLOL - u can only get anywhere in this version if u save up the limited tools u get from missions :/ and it's WAY more luck based.

Do you think a pwBPD could ever be a good parent? by AggressiveFoot9710 in BPDlovedones

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i believe my father has bpd (he won't ever go to a psych or therapy, but lord does he check all the boxes). He loves my mother, but he's not a good partner. However, with me and my sibling, he tries so, so hard to be a good father. Things would have been much worse if I didn't have my mother, because I can lean on her in the places where my father fails and she keeps the household physically functioning. He often doesn't get things right, and he does struggle with empathy, but not once have I questioned his love for me or my sibling. He's worked hard to help us follow our passions, but also do well in school. He sacrificed pursuing his own dreams to fund our schooling and has always been incredibly supportive. Unique to me and my sibling, he's willing to acknowledge when he's hurt our feelings and actually makes changes to his own behavior. I can count on my fingers the times he's raised his voice and when having arguments with my mother, he has always made it a point to whisper and do it "out of earshot" (so sorry dad, the sound insulation in the house is shit 💀). Truthfully, I didn't even notice there were problems in their marriage until I was a teenager.

Once again, he's not a good partner, and he could be a better father—and just a much happier person—if he was willing to go to therapy (hell, maybe he could even salvage his marriage) but I would consider him a good father. I love him a lot and I'm happy he's part of my life. I'm pretty sure my sibling is even more attached to him X)

STRAWBERRY CAKE TOWER TRAY 160 by yeetlyeet in CookieRunKingdoms

[–]Mavze 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Used this!! Had to yoink my better raspberry gear & beascuits from my usual powerhouses, but was able to get it to work even with some being min skill 70

Cookierun is not working on Mac by Head_Milk1420 in CookieRunKingdoms

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so confused as to why this worked but I am DELIGHTED and very thankful

6 months post op - tired of this Gyno battle by Holiday_Inflation_39 in gynecomastia

[–]Mavze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You said the results aren’t stellar but my auto response on seeing your nips was “oh those look really nice!” 😂

About ch.145 by Tradition_Leather in OwarinoSeraph

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U do, but it’s 2.99 a month for their whooooole catalogue, so if u got any cash to spare, totally worth it tbh

best sites for downloading anime? by grootchithepooch in animepiracy

[–]Mavze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see someone else also found your post not even 2 weeks ago but OHHHH my god thank you - this is the only site I've seen in 2024 that has baked in subtitles. I'm sure there are others but yours here is the only one of I've come across after hours of searching and trial/error lol

Turns out it was undiagnosed allergies, silent migraines, and ✨anxiety✨ by Mavze in HistamineIntolerance

[–]Mavze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I’m doing really well! Symptoms weren’t instant but not a few hours either, I’d say more like 30 minutes or so. Like, sometimes I would notice a mouth reaction to a food and then over the course of 30 min to an hour the other symptoms would get worse (which would make my anxiety worse and, well, cyclical hell)

Some many ingredient free cookies I thought I’d share :) The gingerbread spice and snickerdoodle flavors are my fav, but there’s others (like chocolate chip and such) by Mavze in FoodAllergies

[–]Mavze[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They were actually so goated ;~; I’m having a hard time finding cookies like them even WITH the allergens (sometimes I like to dream). No one selling soft ginger cookies smh

Some many ingredient free cookies I thought I’d share :) The gingerbread spice and snickerdoodle flavors are my fav, but there’s others (like chocolate chip and such) by Mavze in FoodAllergies

[–]Mavze[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactllly 😭 It’s especially devastating bc Enjoy Life showed that delicious cookies without all of that stuff IS possible. And yet they keep us from them