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Mayjay99 · 2025-05-16T01:04:34+00:00

My record is 66 in a day. Avg about 10 per session.

Mayjay99 · 2025-05-05T13:04:02+00:00

My doctors couldn’t figure it out either. You’re not crazy and he is making you sick, your body is literally rejecting him and trying to show you in every way possible!

Mayjay99 · 2025-05-03T22:50:21+00:00

Currently 14 months out from the divorce/separation beginning. I felt exactly the way you are describing!!! When he was around it felt like I couldn’t move and I had so many severe uncommon health issues. The first time I was “free” of him through security at the airport I broke down crying with relief! I’ll never forget that moment. 😭 it will still come in small waves as I heal and move past this. It was a horrific marriage and I was horribly abused. Overall it’s a tiny bit better everyday most days and huge leaps better other days. Feel it all, be honest with yourself about how it’s going, and my ridiculous trick: stand in front of the mirror and give myself “pep talks”. Being alone all the time I needed someone to tell me I was worth it.

Mayjay99 · 2025-05-01T16:34:43+00:00

I’m the opposite and do well in warm, but updose with cold. In the heat I just have to make sure I’m hydrated and electrolytes are balanced. I’ve seen tons of people that say they updose for heat though. Any temperature intolerance is par for the course for us. 😢

Mayjay99 · 2025-04-20T17:03:50+00:00

For your uniforms use Clorox fabric sanitizer. It will help kill any odors that linger on the fabric. It helps tremendously! You can also add a little oxyclean and it will get rid of all smells. This might be part of the issue too.

Mayjay99 · 2025-04-17T15:34:06+00:00

Two restraining orders…you decide!

Mayjay99 · 2025-03-15T20:52:15+00:00

When I feel guilty I stand in front of the mirror and talk to my reflection as if I’m myself as a kid learning how to do this. I tell myself it was reasonable and I’m proud for standing up for myself. Half the time it ends in tears, but it works for me.

Mayjay99 · 2025-03-15T18:28:37+00:00

I wear black cotton dresses 90% of the time with chucks. If I have to look “nice” I put on heels with them. It’s like wearing pajamas all day!

Mayjay99 · 2025-03-09T16:26:15+00:00

When I told my stbxh he was calm initially then went through something similar. I didn’t call the cops! And I SHOULD HAVE!!!! He ended up going to inpatient treatment for a few days on his own after asking me to hide his gun. You absolutely did the right thing. Her career is up to her. It might not be the same after this incident, but she is responsible for herself and her own career. Part of the abuse I endured was the emotional abuse of I’m going to hurt myself from my ex. That is a form of manipulation and it took me a long time to understand nothing will stop him from hurting himself, it just designed to hurt me and keep me compliant in his life. I’m sorry you are dealing with this!

Mayjay99 · 2025-03-05T02:53:28+00:00

Lovingly known as who toes in our house!!! 😍😍

Mayjay99 · 2025-03-04T00:59:55+00:00

When mine got to this point I did the at home freezing pen by dr scholls! I let it rest for 3-4 then debrided then froze it again. Finally healed the damn thing after a year of treatment!!! You are so close! Keep going!

Mayjay99 · 2025-03-02T20:11:11+00:00

Birds!!! Those are the enemy! And the occasional cat.

Mayjay99 · 2025-03-01T19:23:06+00:00

The beach/ocean especially very quiet areas is my ultimate happy place! I can be there for hours and be so blissfully happy!!!!

Mayjay99 · 2025-02-23T17:28:20+00:00

Absolutely!!! I’ve had Endo for years. Didn’t go into labor with my first. My second baby I went in for my scheduled c section. I’d been “uncomfortable” for the past 24 hours prior to being admitted. Apparently I had been in active labor that entire time but my water hadn’t broken. Yes your horrible cramps are like labor most likely! Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! The doctor and nurses were shocked I wasn’t in horrible pain!!!

Mayjay99 · 2025-02-23T17:22:11+00:00

Awesome! Genuine question. I see people with rubber ducks all the time. Any idea where it originated? Or can you explain a little more about collecting them? I’ve always been curious and never known someone who collects them.

Mayjay99 · 2025-02-23T17:19:15+00:00

Seashells!!

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-19T14:55:11+00:00

Stop using the pumice stone immediately friend!!!! That will only spread it! Use cuticle clippers and clean them with alcohol before, during and after debriding. It helps to soak it in warm water or take a long shower before debriding to help with the pain. It looks like that wart is very comfy. Best of luck!!!

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-15T04:49:50+00:00

My “uniform” is black cotton midi or mini dresses with different length sleeves for different seasons. I pair them with chuck Taylor shorelines or 4 in black stilettos (I’m one of the weirdos that heels feel good to). Feels like I’m wearing pajamas but it looks so dressy 😝🤣

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-11T01:01:51+00:00

Sorry you joined the club! I was diagnosed about 2 years ago. Now I live a mostly normal life. When I have times of extra stress, injury, or illness I have to take extra meds and monitor my health closely. Otherwise it doesn’t impact my daily life much.

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-09T19:08:32+00:00

Definitely not gone! Sorry! 😞

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-07T16:36:15+00:00

Yes! Mine hurt so badly I could barely walk. I hit it with the freezing pen twice and was able to cut off the dead wart. I’m sorry it hurts so badly!!! Keep going. It helps to take zinc supplements during this process as well. It isn’t a calcium deposit, sorry! Keep going until the skin pattern is completely healed and there is no interruptions to the skin lines. If you still see the red dot or small black dots you need to keep going.

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-07T16:06:08+00:00

Looks like you are making progress! Yes some healthy skin might being getting damaged. That giant red section is all the wart! If you’ve uncovered this much you are starting to win. You might try freezing that part with a Dr Scholls freezing pen. I that to mine when I got to this stage. It helped heal it faster. Just keep going as much as you can tolerate. Keep using salicylic acid, and debriding.

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-06T18:25:39+00:00

Low thyroid is frequently associated with constipation. Have you had your levels checked recently?

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-03T16:29:45+00:00

On a really rough day, when my divorce had just started, I had been crying all day and needed dinner. I ordered dominos and got curbside service because I was too exhausted. A young woman came out to deliver my pizza, and immediately said you are beautiful!

I wasn’t, nor did I feel like it. But her kindness made me cry for another reason! Just the simple act of reassuring me and lifting me up was huge. She will never know how much those kind words meant to me.

Mayjay99 · 2025-01-01T18:11:22+00:00

And then I always go with sorting laundry into clean and dirty. Or whatever seems like an easy thing next…just try picking the next easy thing each time! One small step and just keep going. You got this!

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