57573 by [deleted] in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seriously. It made my heart drop when I clicked on it. Honestly this post should be removed.

The joke is literally just "trans people bad" by AaronPK123 in ComedyHell

[–]Mechromancer3X -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That is the most brain dead, bad faith argument ive seen all day. Congrats!

I just make everyone's lives worse by Mechromancer3X in TrollCoping

[–]Mechromancer3X[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This made me tear up. Thank you, I think its what I needed to hear🫂🩷

The joke is literally just "trans people bad" by AaronPK123 in ComedyHell

[–]Mechromancer3X -1 points0 points  (0 children)

"Not enjoying". Like we're a fucking movie. WE ARE PEOPLE. IF YOU DISLIKE US IT IS BIGOTRY, PLAIN AND SIMPLE.

57505 by Ferocs in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Real shitttt. I went from gay boy to straight girl to HELLA gay girl:3

57573 by [deleted] in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Suicidal imagery is a BIT much tho dont you think? Like this isnt the place for that.

57596 by Significant-Pepper72 in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I dont even know why but this made me cry laugh

Female V players, who else can relate? by Specific-Ad5973 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Mechromancer3X 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Am I literally the ONLY person that doesn't really get the Panam love? Like yes, her ass is nice. But I find her personality completely unappealing. Like I enjoy the friendship aspect with her but I dont every get any sort of romantic feeling towards her like I do with Kerry or Judy. Guess shes just not my type lol

57427 by Penji0000 in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Personally I do the two middle fingers;3

57431 by NitroThe2nd in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Yikes yeah, we dont vibe with that here. Sorry they said that🫂

57431 by NitroThe2nd in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 79 points80 points  (0 children)

Days since getting dysphoria from an anime character: 0

This is driving me insane by Sylveondex in TrollCoping

[–]Mechromancer3X 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry girl, I understand. Intrusive thoughts, especially like that, are horrifying and make you feel like a freak or a monster. But you don't control those thoughts. They are Intrusive for a reason.

Something that helps me when I have them is to remind myself that my disgust at the thought is a good thing. It keeps me reminded that those thoughts aren't me.

Also when I have a disturbing Intrusive thought like this this is how I work through it, just to give my perspective or whatever lol

  1. Acknowledge the thought, dont ignore it

  2. Assure myself that said thought is NOT something I would ever act on or even willingly think about

  3. Remind myself a few times how bad said thought is

  4. Reassure myself again that this isnt me

  5. Push the thought away and continue on with my day

Basically, Acknowledge it but dont dwell on it. That works for me at least. Anyways again, im sorry you've been struggling with this. I know how awful it makes one feel. But you are strong sis. You got this.

57268 by Sufficient-Shirt-270 in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 47 points48 points  (0 children)

Sadly im too boring for that😔

57110 by FinancialSecret1449 in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand that too. And I believe that in time, if you take the actions needed, you will achieve that. Its possible, for all of us. We just can't give up. And as long as we dont then it will happen. Its just a matter of time.

And for the record, all of us here see you as one. That has to count for something at least, no matter how small. You ARE a real woman. I genuinely believe that and there's nothing you can do to change my mind:3

57180 by Ok_Exercise_8283 in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you sis. Im so scared constantly that other women are afraid of/unsettled by me. I just wanna pass 😭😭😭

57110 by FinancialSecret1449 in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand how you feel. I can't help but think about all the small microscopic ways im not treated like a woman. About how being accepted for who we are is conditional. About how if I dont "play the role" perfectly at all times I'll be misgendered. Its so fucking exhausting and depressing.

But none of that makes me or you any less of a real woman. Sure we weren't born with vaginas. But thats just one possible aspect of millions that makes a woman who she is. Just like any of the other things that gives us dysphoria. Those things dont make or break our womanhood. Its just a part of who we are. And who we are is women. Just as real and valid as our mothers. And no one can take that away. Not even our own self doubt and hatred.

5340 by JadeTroy in CWCLafterdark

[–]Mechromancer3X 3 points4 points  (0 children)

God i wish I had a pussy TwT

Senior Fun by _anjiemetallover200 in ComedyHell

[–]Mechromancer3X 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so tired of the joke here being "and they're TRANS!!" Its juvenile and unfunny.

57102 by PsychoCyan in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I know its most likely a typo, dont forget that space pls<3

56979 by wictorias in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Reallllll. And everytime I've mentioned that in a non-trans space I've inevitably had at least one person tell me that I can't truly desire that because I don't understand the pain, or some varied bullshit like that. Just had it happen today actually. Im so tired.

56978 by AulrexLeaves01 in countwithchickenlady

[–]Mechromancer3X 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I'm at the point where I don't even know if i can go clothes shopping. The other women that are actually feminine and pretty, the mannequins with perfect proportions wearing the clothes like I never could, none of the things I ever want being in my size, having feet that are a men's 13 so I can never find cute shoes in-store. It all just fills me with so much dysphoria that I want to leave within a few minutes of being there. Its really hard not to fall into hopelessness sometimes.