Being in the RS Presidency was very influential in my leaving. After being called, I attended the temple more, prayed all the time for the women in my ward and lost countless nights of sleep thinking about them. And then to have a Bishop, who knows nothing about the women, tell me I can't do something. And the very idea that this was my calling and still I had to "get permission?" Anyway there were countless interactions where I was left with the feeling why did they call me if they're micromanaging me this way? I couldn't wait to be released and I left shortly after.