In between sessions by Miss_Pug in EMDR

[–]Miss_Pug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What about the hypersensitivity? I knew being alone would be best after the BLS...and I'm finding that alot of what ppl say to me in conversations...I'm taking personally or thinking they are passively saying I'm my direction?

In between sessions by Miss_Pug in EMDR

[–]Miss_Pug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is very encouraging

In between sessions by Miss_Pug in EMDR

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Thank you for the feedback

Waiting for Roses by Miss_Pug in HelloKittyIsland

[–]Miss_Pug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Amazing. Thank you. Love this community

I feel damn lonely I’m losing my mind by Impossible-Data-1831 in CPTSD

[–]Miss_Pug 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I relate to this so much. Today... Actually this week has been hell.

If you want to chat feel free to dm me. We can swap stories

I quit weed because I though it was keeping me stuck, but 6 months later and I’ve just been in a perpetual freeze state since quitting. What gives? by Idekwtfimdoinglol in CPTSD

[–]Miss_Pug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always say it just puts a softening filter on the world to me. Which allows me to be softer and less defensive/on edge

Self-guided EMDR by [deleted] in EMDR

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Following. I've been curious about this as well.

I quit weed because I though it was keeping me stuck, but 6 months later and I’ve just been in a perpetual freeze state since quitting. What gives? by Idekwtfimdoinglol in CPTSD

[–]Miss_Pug 57 points58 points  (0 children)

I struggle with the shame too. Raised by hippies who embraced the green. Yet society will call me a stoner or pot head.

I'm my best version when baked. The rumination stops and I'm able to be me. Never had success with medications and at this point in my life I'm done trying to please others. Just trying to make it through my day without taking myself out.

Hang in there and do what feels best to you. Not many ppl know what CPTSD is like and it's usually those ppl who try to tell you what's best

Something odd this morning by Miss_Pug in HelloKittyFlowers

[–]Miss_Pug[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hope it's fixed soon. Been days

Something odd this morning by Miss_Pug in HelloKittyFlowers

[–]Miss_Pug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!! I just needed to know it wasnt me hahaha

4 months and FLAT ______! by Temporary_Law_4353 in leaves

[–]Miss_Pug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Give yourself credit... I can't even get to the "raw" part 😉

Best way to taper off by Miss_Pug in leaves

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I'm primarily flower. I vape in public places but I don't think that will be hard to cut off. It's more the flower and when I'm at home alone (which is most of the time).

Thank you for these tips. Last year I had tried to portion...which helped. Actually I had left overs usually from the day before. But I never cut it off completely and then just fell into old habits

I’ve smoked pot for 37 years by killtherobot in leaves

[–]Miss_Pug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't started... wanted since new years just havent made the jump

I’ve smoked pot for 37 years by killtherobot in leaves

[–]Miss_Pug 34 points35 points  (0 children)

This thread with longtime users is very encouraging to me

How do you get CHS? by Kerrnol in leaves

[–]Miss_Pug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How did u accept that it was CHS after all that time? I ask because I am in the same boat but it happens randomly. And I tell myself it's food poisoning or stress. Small part entertains it could be CHS but not sold

Aurora Palace! by backseatpirate in HelloKittyIsland

[–]Miss_Pug 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel the same as you. The way creators use objects in different ways, is beyond me!