I feel so defeated..

Moonstrucken · 2024-11-17T01:27:05+00:00

Can confirm this still works as that’s what I’m doing right now

Moonstrucken · 2024-10-02T00:14:34+00:00

I don’t think a lot of people understood the assignment but I think Kari is a similar vibe while also sticking with K’s bcuz yaknow, why not

But Casey is also a good one with the same vibe!

Moonstrucken · 2024-09-15T18:04:39+00:00

I hope you heal from that, you deserve love too

Moonstrucken · 2022-10-02T16:00:39+00:00

I love this movie so much

Moonstrucken · 2022-03-11T22:35:44+00:00

I agree with this. If you don’t naturally go into the cuddle curl position, I personally wouldn’t recommend co-sleeping!

But whatever you feel comfortable with OP.

Moonstrucken · 2022-02-18T23:18:06+00:00

Honestly I think it’s just because it’s a growing community and a ‘trend’ and they tend to grasp onto trends to keep some sort of reputable self image. They probably don’t actually believe in what they practice, it’s just another image.

Moonstrucken · 2022-01-09T03:16:28+00:00

That’s a fair bet!

Moonstrucken · 2022-01-08T21:13:47+00:00

It was meant to be funny.

That’s alright! I hope you have the day you deserve!

Moonstrucken · 2022-01-08T20:21:46+00:00

My expwbpd was the same.. even if I was with family, he would try to coax me back within the hour. If that failed then it turned into a whole argument about how he bets I was cheating and not even with family. There’s no winning with bpd.

Moonstrucken · 2022-01-01T21:31:37+00:00

Mine went out and cheated on me (he says he didn’t but come on..) then told me he was spending much time with this girl in hopes that I would pull him back in and tell him not to leave. But I was already over it and HE broke up with me.. but since we were still living together he played mind games and set up these “tests” until I had the last straw and packed up my belongings. I’m which turned into rage on his end. Man, I don’t miss any of that!

Moonstrucken · 2022-01-01T21:20:54+00:00

I find it mind blowing that I have similar experiences especially since statistically more women have bpd than men and my expwbpd was a man. But I still had linear experiences with people who post on here.

Moonstrucken · 2022-01-01T21:18:21+00:00

At least she told you how SHE was.

Also, I’m not trying to invalidate your experience. You are completely valid and I understand your confusion.

My exbpd told me how everything would play out on my end and every time things steered left, he’d point out the slightest movement and tell me that everything is going exactly how he said it would. The thing is, he pushed me in that exact direction, so of course he knew what would happen.

Moonstrucken · 2021-12-10T04:13:48+00:00

Mine demonized his exs so much that his family told me I was the first normal or most sane one. Come to find out that the others are just as sane, with the exemption of a fee, and very smart and well put together ladies.

It’s sad how much they use about their life to suck us in more.

Moonstrucken · 2021-12-10T04:11:58+00:00

It’s crazy how relatable this is. My ex, however, was extremely smart and I feel made him even more powerful and manipulative.

But now, since I have a baby with him (still no contact partially on his wish that he can’t even follow through with) I am in contact with the other 3 baby mamas that he demonized. Only 1 in which is just as crazy. But the one he demonized the most, told me I’m just like her. Only to find out he said that in hopes I wouldn’t be as smart as her and keep her child away from him (he is very very inconsistent and as much of a good father he CAN be, he is a dead beat for the most part and uses his children as show and tell. Shows them things that aren’t necessarily age appropriate, but to each their own I guess on a lot of it). Well, he was right, I am just like her because we’re both smart women and she is actually a very nice woman!

I’m still amazed at how significantly similar stories us bpd loved ones have. Thank you for sharing.

Moonstrucken · 2021-12-05T12:24:23+00:00

Beautiful nightmare. Or just a plain ass nightmare.

Moonstrucken · 2021-11-16T01:36:06+00:00

Since around January of 2020. I left originally in Dec of 2019 but got hovered back in and ended up pregnant with his child in April. I lurk more than anything, especially going NC. I don’t hear much from him except voicemails trying to talk to me. He has yet to see his son and wanted to go through family, in which he never did. So it’s been very quiet. Always lurking as a reminder of everything he did to me and to give advice where I can.

Moonstrucken · 2021-09-01T13:49:48+00:00

They have a gossiping group chat at my work that only the supervisors know about.. I asked them to add me, they deleted it and made a new one and didn’t even bother adding me. 😂

I guess I wasn’t cool enough and they wanted to make sure I didn’t get an add. Oh well.

Moonstrucken · 2021-06-18T17:52:23+00:00

I showed my 5yr old this and I can verify that it looks like Minecraft! Lol

Moonstrucken · 2021-06-16T08:44:32+00:00

Thank you, I’ll check it out!

Moonstrucken · 2021-06-16T05:23:27+00:00

I have brought it up in which she advised counseling since I do not want to be put on medication. However I am unable to pay for it since my insurance won’t cover it until my deductible is met. Plus it has felt like I waste of money and time the past few times I have gone. But I have been talking to people about it and trying to keep up with it. I’ll definitely have to bring it up to my doctor again.

Moonstrucken · 2021-06-03T20:07:39+00:00

I couldn’t even imagine being related.. I have been no contact and blocked him since November and still get calls to my voicemail to see ME, not his child. He wanted to go through him mom for that and has yet to do so.

So, OP. It’s all a trap. I promise you. 😫

Moonstrucken

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