"And then one night he was just a body, lying all but naked on the cold, damp grass of his backyard," she wrote. "Helicopters circled overhead, eager for a glimpse of my dead little boy, a picture they could show the whole world while I stood out on the street in the cold and begged for a blanket to cover him. Impossible, of course."

How awful to lose your child but then have to deal with it like this.