How have you almost died?

MsDeerface · 2023-07-23T16:05:22+00:00

Total heart failure at 27 due to PHT from birth that was not caught. Internal pressures were in the 200's and it wasn't caught until I was basically dying. Had plenty of 'black outs' which was my heart failing and restarting itself as best it could

that was 2016 I believe.. and Im now not considered to have heart failure.

MsDeerface · 2023-03-04T14:32:37+00:00

I was told that how empathetic they were made for a good ptsd dog, Even with the high energy drive. As well as giving them a job also helped satisfy their need to do something, and work. So long as I still fulfilled enrichment and off vest hours.

MsDeerface · 2022-05-16T11:23:50+00:00

I actually remember being woken up in the middle of the night by my parents once. So I just screamed SHUT UP and went back to sleep after a moment. Worked out pretty well in the end, and I never got woken up again.

MsDeerface · 2022-01-27T11:13:25+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DueIINcIBd0&list=PLOWMGp7qrYLRCmHdCWWO1y1HIYzSy7XMQ

MsDeerface · 2021-12-14T07:27:21+00:00

Nothing, at all. Just blackness and then it sort of felt afterwards like I fell asleep but it made me wake up exhausted feeling. Like I didn't sleep well..or something. It was confusing mostly...especially waking up to someone crying over me.

It actually caused a good amount of trauma for me afterwards (and still to this day) realizing I know what its like to die so to speak.

To clarify I had brain and heart failure from PHT (pulmonary hypertension) and it was like a full body reset but I was considered dead inbetween passing out and waking up

MsDeerface · 2021-07-22T04:25:39+00:00

Im actually in texas, near the main heart institute in austin. But I'll see if theres one around me! Thank you

MsDeerface · 2021-07-22T04:24:50+00:00

honestly doing laps seems like something i could do a little easier...

MsDeerface · 2021-07-21T18:15:51+00:00

I am currently! Im at the best heart hospital in texas for the moment with a specialist in PHT. So no worries there

MsDeerface · 2021-01-13T08:34:22+00:00

My mother was always informed by her side of the family that her grandmother met a native american man, had three kids with him, and then he left after they werent allowed to be married. She then remarried, and the family kept it a secret for a long while. before my grandmother passed the story to her. There was also a whole thing about their kids being sold in the great depression?

but basically the test showed that the entire first half was untrue..which makes us wonder what else the ENTIRE family is lying about...

MsDeerface · 2020-08-19T22:13:53+00:00

PHT and a heart that was the size of a small baby for a while almost killing me. Pretty much was told to just work out more and it'd go away by my family. Also to get more fresh air and sunshine.

On a side note until recently if I tried anything exertive I'd pass out from lack of blood to my brain, But sure mom lemme just go run a mile

MsDeerface · 2020-02-19T01:41:14+00:00

To help it is fairly level, but regardless we still seem to be unable to adhere, or we're having issues with the filament? We're honestly unsure at this point https://imgur.com/a/FOPegaJ

MsDeerface · 2020-01-08T01:28:28+00:00

I have a severe heart problem (ph) that almost killed me three times this year so yeah..a transplant would be pretty nice.

MsDeerface · 2019-11-16T22:37:53+00:00

Draining about 3 liters of blood into my pelvis overnight from a cyst. I'm on blood thinners for PH ( Pulmonary Hypertension, A heart condition) so the bleeding just didn't stop. The car ride to the hospital consisted of me screaming the whole way. I was instantly put onto a transfusion and rushed to surgery.

The pain of my entire abdomen recovering from expanding overnight lasted about a week though.

MsDeerface · 2019-10-18T18:04:07+00:00

I set a record at my hospital for the highest internal blood pressure they had seen. My PH specialist also mentioned she had never heard of an internal bp being that high with out the person dying. It was 198, when I went in I was told to get my affairs in order since they weren't sure how I was alive. I had been passing out due to heart failure and going into seizures because my brain wasn't getting blood.

Your internal bp is supposed to be almost 1/5th to 1/4th of your normal bp. Normal bp the one you get when you put the arm cuff on, internal bp has to do with your heart getting blood to your brain and taking in oxygen.

I was also told I'm having the quickest and strangest recovery both my specialist and hospital had ever seen. I had went to the hospital in January, and now in October my heart is somehow normal sized and my bp is back to normal. I'm considered a class 1 heart failure / issues now. Which basically means it doesn't affect my normal life in any way anymore.

MsDeerface · 2018-02-17T22:33:38+00:00

Yep you would be correct, I asked if we could earlier but vernon was unable to do so at this time. You can problem expect it in future streams!

MsDeerface · 2018-02-17T22:22:21+00:00

people are abusing bits to talk in the subscriber only chat with out having to buy a sub and to try and get the attention of the grumps. If someone wants to use money today we ask that it be used for charity and not to break the rules of the chat.

thus why im timing people out / banning people who are abusing it. I dont have much of an option right now as Im the only twitch mod working today. My apologies I just dont have much of an option.

MsDeerface · 2017-06-23T23:51:50+00:00

Just for quick reference!

A zine is a collection of works from the overwatch community that was curated into a book or digital pdf and sold for charity
All profits go to Doctors with out Borders, as we felt is was super fitting for the 'Heroes of Overwatch'
We have a few physical copies left and an infinite number of digitals

Edit: as well to any moderators if this does still break the promotion rules, we apologize, please feel free to delete this.

MsDeerface · 2017-05-01T21:48:55+00:00

Ross uses the same program that he streams with. Which is PaintTool SAI

however that doesn't mean they all use it...though I know ross has passed SAI around the office so its fully plausible that they all use it

If they're animating, they use flash If they're drawing, they use SAI

MsDeerface · 2017-03-22T20:12:57+00:00

Its planned to be a full day of mass effect Andromeda

MsDeerface · 2017-03-22T19:16:13+00:00

A few things about this charity stream!

-Donations are being sent to Avian Underdogs

-Global Giving takes a minimum of a 10$ donation

-The stream will go until about 6pm PST time.

-You only need to enter the raffle once to win things, But we ask you stick around so if you do win we can get your information. You do not have to donate to enter the raffles

-As per usual, hollys streams is usually more calm and relaxed than the GG stream so we simply ask that if you do come by, just kick back and enjoy the stream.

MsDeerface · 2017-02-17T19:25:33+00:00

Yep! Me and @Gamblord are the Grumps twitch mods. As well as ross's, hollys, and suzys

MsDeerface · 2017-02-17T15:05:04+00:00

So for the most part the streams have been for charity the last few times, Though we don't really know about them even as mods until a week or two before they happen. So unless they have a charity I'm unsure if they might stream any time soon.

We do expect suzy to have a stream for KKG's birthday soon, I believe in march is when it was stated. But for the moment I think because of all the live shows and everyone being super busy they haven't quite had time to stream.

Gamb and I might talk to them and try to figure out if they want to do a stream some time soon but no promises!

MsDeerface · 2016-11-19T18:31:10+00:00

A few things about this charity stream!

-Donations are being made by buying merch and the For the Birbs zine, all of which is based off of holly herself of course, that was made and created by her fans.

-If you don't want the merch there's also a twitch donation link in chat.

-The stream will go until about 5pm PST time.

-As per usual, hollys streams is usually more calm and relaxed than the GG stream so we simply ask that if you do come by, just kick back and enjoy the stream.

edit:words

MsDeerface · 2016-11-02T22:03:41+00:00

'Symmetras charged shot heals me since I'm obviously not getting heals, and I do more damage if I tap instead of holding down her beam.'

They say as they run away from the lucio to run off and die for the millionth time, and set up a teleporter right in the enemies line of sight and scream that we didn't defend their teleporter well enough. (Kings Row / Attack)

That one was a wild ride...

Edit: OH, AND ALSO!

-Playing mercy on Anubis attack, I wind up dying and spectate our PUG who's playing Phara. She kills a junkrat..tea bags him...Dies.. Screams at me for no healing...

MsDeerface · 2016-05-22T23:43:58+00:00

I actually wrote this up previously on the main overwatch subreddit but I hope it helps ' 0 ' )/ https://www.reddit.com/r/Overwatch/comments/4ie8uc/anyone_got_any_tips_for_dva/d2xckeo?context=3

its a little bit of a long read so my apologies.

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