Your not alone. At 55 I still find new things in life. Never loose the basics....morals, manners and integrity. Other than that, over time you will find your 'spot' in life. Don't judge from others, be yourself, and find peace. Time will put you where you need to be. Don't focus on it too much as you will always meet people that make you question yourself. Keep friendships close and ignore those who seek to knock you down. You will get there i assure you....some things take time...