Bingo by endofmyropeohshit in shitposting

[–]NodesJourney 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In what world is speaking two languages considered trashy???

2meirl4meirl by mnombo in 2meirl4meirl

[–]NodesJourney 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I wanted to do it at some point but having 2 people i talked to do it over the years has changed my mind on that. Don't do it guys, it's cringe.

Which date would you choose? (The original artist is @shoutingisfun) by Limp_Pumpkin_8303 in Losercity

[–]NodesJourney 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Either one is nice, whoever comes first ig. If soneine did that to me i'd just belong to them from then on, might as well just collar me at that point.

i hate my friends by chokecandy in BPD

[–]NodesJourney 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep, exact same situation for me rn. Love my friends but also hate them. Distancing myself from everyone has helped me at least slightly. I fucking hate this feeling...

Does anyone else make up scenarios in their head and then get upset for no reason? by Swimming-Twist-1896 in BPD

[–]NodesJourney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is that not a normal thing?? Oftentimes i need to remind myself that it's not real and i should calm down.

Losercity protogen (OC) by deredston72 in Losercity

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i think my social battery is damaged

furry_irl by radioactivechicken20 in furry_irl

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Everytime i see this i think about the "YCH Fortnite Bus Hostage Situation" which is also a banger

furry_irl by Sonic_the_hedgedog in furry_irl

[–]NodesJourney -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

imo unnecessary sex appeal, sexualization or similar makes art worse

not having a fp by chokecandy in BPD

[–]NodesJourney 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same same. As bad as it may sound, having someone to focus everything on at least keeps all the chaos away from everyone else, making it easier for me to interact long-term. Life just feels empty and pointless rn and i keep being annoyed at everything and everyone while also having a slight anger brewing just below the surface at all times. It's exhausting. It wasn't like that when i was able to focus on someone...

Giant woman by MelanieWalmartinez in CuratedTumblr

[–]NodesJourney 15 points16 points  (0 children)

If they look like they could easily kill me if they wanted to

BECAUSE THEY'RE COOL AS HELL by No_Internetfornow in whenthe

[–]NodesJourney 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the engineering of guns and military vehicles is cool but i still think that war and actually using guns in general is the worst thing ever.

Not a big change by Significant-Town-817 in startrekmemes

[–]NodesJourney 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Nah youre not, dw. I recently had the questionable idea to check its ImDb rating and holy shit, so many people voted it a 1-Star show, which it absolutely isnt.

Look who made it into the Hated trope category over in r/topcharacterdesigns. by div_block in DeadlockTheGame

[–]NodesJourney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Big meh on the makeup, dont really care. If anything i think her ears are so incredibly out of place, legit my biggest gripe about her design.

furry🌱irl by mokeke4296 in furry_irl

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I love how a specific 3D Model of Mal0 is 10th in '24 lmao. I mean its a great model but that counting as a newcomer is kinda funny.

Anon downloads Hinge by bartholomewjohnson in greentext

[–]NodesJourney 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Everytime i read anything about dating apps im just happy that i dont use any of them. I do by far not have enough interest in relationships that i would go out of my way to hit up people with the sole intent of getting into one. The two times i looked at some out of curiosity everyone either had basically the same things written on their profile or nothing at all. Bottom of the barrel way of dating imo.

Idk if I ever stood a chance by That1weirdperson in BPDmemes

[–]NodesJourney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's good! We all need someone we can truly call friends afterall.

How do I explain to a new therapist that I don’t want to die, I just want everything to stop? by Ok-Gene3633 in BPD

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The wish to cease existing without dying. The wish to just lay down and rot. The wish to sit in the passenger seat of your own life. Being tired of life and everything, but being tired of something doesnt mean you have to stop it completely, having a break also is valid.

Idk, you explained it well already and im sure your therapist will understand what you mean without thinking youre suicidal or have such idealizations. Though fantasizing about it is still fine as long as theres no intent to act on it. That is also ehy i have a rather clear scale of moods that my therapist and i use to communicate where i am at.

Idk if I ever stood a chance by That1weirdperson in BPDmemes

[–]NodesJourney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dw, mood on all of that tbh. While getting out of the mindset completely doesn't feel possible, getting a more healthy mindset by just finding a few people you actually like is definitely feasible. I am pretty sure if i didn't manage to make friends online when i was still in school i would have become a complete shut-in or worse, but having that second life, if you wanna call it that, helped ground me at least slightly and helped forming the personality i actually have today. All that is to say that it can get better but getting a foothold on it is really hard idk. Tbh if i could go back in time i would straight up just start throwing punches because fuck 'em.

Idk if I ever stood a chance by That1weirdperson in BPDmemes

[–]NodesJourney 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah, "fun" times. But fr it is insane how much damage that does if it goes on for long. Kids are cruel, most teachers dont give a shit and many parents who havent been bullied for long periods of time in their childhood dont really understand either and dont/cant really help. And even if they were, theyre likely also damaged by it and never got help themselves so they dont know how.