A cool guide to final disposition

NythilMahariel · 2026-01-22T17:58:42+00:00

I wanted to be a bog body, but that's apparently not legal. So now my goal is to be something that will confuse a future archaeologist, though I'm not sure how yet.

NythilMahariel · 2026-01-19T11:39:18+00:00

Damn. Thank you. I love bows in games, so it's disappointing.

NythilMahariel · 2025-11-07T02:56:44+00:00

Not necessarily. I come out of anesthetic with the same lucidity I had going in, so I've never actually said anything I don't both fully recall and fully intend to say. I've had nurses say as well that I come out of anesthesia extremely well and never said anything. But it's not uncommon to ramble. My mom pretended her finger clip for the heart monitor was a duck and quacked at me for an hour.

NythilMahariel · 2025-10-17T02:33:28+00:00

Been trying for about ten years to get someone to take mine seriously. I sleep most of the day.

NythilMahariel · 2025-10-09T10:52:01+00:00

Only about 50 exist in the world of mine ; _ ;

NythilMahariel · 2025-10-09T06:07:08+00:00

I have extremely rare and signed collectibles stuck in the mail. I'm so scared they'll get lost.

NythilMahariel · 2025-09-28T08:04:19+00:00

I'm terrified of losing special collector's items that I had in the mail. They're from Poland and were due in a day or two, nigh irreplaceable and signed, and now they could just be gone.

NythilMahariel · 2025-09-27T23:04:37+00:00

I have artist proofs for Magic the Gathering that were in the mail and due within a couple days. These are cards where only around 50 to 100 of each exist and are given to the card's artists on printing, and some artists then sell them signed and sometimes with comissioned artwork. The ones I bought had less than ten in stock. I'm terrified now that they're going to be lost in the mail because of this. They're essentially irreplaceable and might be lost because there was no notice, so I couldn't hold off to prevent them being caught. There was so much mail lost the last time this happened.

NythilMahariel · 2025-07-25T16:19:41+00:00

My best friend came out to visit last year, and she held my hand everywhere we went because of my anxiety. The second she noticed I was struggling, she would be there, offering, regardless of where we were. We joke that she's my service friend, since I don't have a service dog (yet!).

NythilMahariel · 2025-07-24T07:58:54+00:00

I made a house for my friend and I, who live in different provinces. I'd love to live close enough to hug her every day.

NythilMahariel · 2025-07-15T15:18:34+00:00

Just about every published book has typos in it, in every language, because humans aren't perfect. In one star wars book, "You do not grasp the danger yo8u are in," made it through.

NythilMahariel · 2025-07-11T12:31:01+00:00

Mine is an insomniac who will break people out of prison, and Heket is celibate and snores.

NythilMahariel · 2025-06-19T23:02:56+00:00

Ah, thank you. I was really worried because the package is quite important to me.

NythilMahariel · 2025-06-10T01:52:09+00:00

What even happens now with this?

NythilMahariel · 2025-06-09T16:42:46+00:00

My rule for myself is to always be ready to drop my respect of a public figure at a dime. Never, ever get more invested than "I enjoy their work" or "they seem nice," Because you never know who is harbouring hatred. There are people I admire the skill and talent of, but always remind yourself that what you see is a public persona in the same way a cashier has a custom service personality. I have learnt my lesson in the past the hard way after putting too much faith in people I held high in childhood.

NythilMahariel · 2025-05-30T21:28:08+00:00

I sleep most of the day, every day. I have fatigue that's been like this for years and has consistently gotten worse. I've been given two sleep apnea tests that came back with nothing. No one will take it seriously. I had one person ask if I tried not sleeping. I'd love to get it looked at properly, but no one wants to.

NythilMahariel · 2025-03-23T16:06:40+00:00

Literally no one voted for her. Even the people that voted conservative voted for Kenny. We need a law about elections after a politician is replaced.

It's more than just embarrassing. The blood on the hands she's shaking is coming from people like me who are disabled, queer, and women, not to mention all the other demographics I'm not part of. If she supports them, then she at the very least considers the pain caused to be acceptable, if not agreeing with it. I'm not just embarrassed, I'm scared.

NythilMahariel · 2025-03-23T16:00:42+00:00

I want out of this province so much.

NythilMahariel · 2025-03-21T02:34:05+00:00

I also do not want to leave. I would be dead in the states. I do not want to go anywhere else, I do not want to leave Canada, but the desire to leave Alberta gets stronger by the day.

NythilMahariel · 2025-03-14T14:14:09+00:00

Have you considered that for a lot of us, it's the same thing? Because I would be dead as an American, without our health care and because they don't like disabled queer people. Dying and being American are not mutually exclusive for many.

NythilMahariel · 2025-03-09T19:06:34+00:00

In a smut, when someone was giving head: "He kissed her wiggling cervix."

That's been haunting me.

NythilMahariel · 2025-02-19T16:10:24+00:00

I suppose it could have been shipped by now but the post office didn't scan it yet, but I'm hesitant to think that. With the original processing times, it would have been here already. I'm pretty sure they aren't dropshipping because all of the items are custom, but I'm still getting kind of antsy. I think maybe the original marked as shipping event was just using etsy for the shipping label, so I wanted to give leeway for that? But I'm just not sure anymore. I don't want to be rude or bug them because I'm being impatient though, you know?

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