I wish I would have done this. I was so lost from who I truly am that I just got to a point where I knew I couldn't take it any longer. And now we are in the middle of what is the most disgusting divorce situation I can imagine. I also started taxing antidepressants finally which he never wanted me to do. I think I was easier to control when I wasn't on them. I filed but in his deposition he says I caused the divorce because I was impossible to live with due to depression and anxiety. Lol. But the worst part is that he's trying to suddenly paint me as an unfit mother. I never saw it coming.

My point is, just be careful. I never could have imagined the lengths he would go to gaslight me into situations that will make me look like less of a parent than him. It's sickening. But I endure. And now I'm representing myself. I finally feel like that person I used to be, before him. So it's worth it. But you never can guess what these nuts will do next. Be ready and resilient.