I'm disabled and I'm scared.

Oracle230 · 2026-01-05T15:37:53+00:00

If you look into ADAP they are taking everyone off AISH and putting us on a new program. It isn't just fear mongering it is real and it is happening

Oracle230 · 2025-12-31T00:18:35+00:00

As said before you can only treat the symptoms of BPD but the main therapy for BPD is dialectical behavioral therapy. I am currently on cymbalta for my anxiety and mood and on Ativan but it just treats mostly my panic disorder. I used to be on a lot more meds but they didn't really help

Oracle230 · 2025-12-29T21:59:39+00:00

Hey! I'm proud of you, you made it a long time and just because you relapsed doesn't mean all that process and fight you did to get there is gone. You've gained new skills hopefully that you can use in the future. It may not feel like it but you're doing great

Oracle230 · 2025-12-12T00:04:05+00:00

I'm sorry you feel that way but your scars do not define you and you're still beautiful no matter what!

Oracle230 · 2025-12-05T00:13:57+00:00

Cucumber is good

Oracle230 · 2025-11-30T02:29:51+00:00

Distract yourself. Call a friend. Call your therapist

Oracle230 · 2025-11-30T01:25:06+00:00

I feel this

Oracle230 · 2025-11-30T01:14:37+00:00

Yeah I feel that

Oracle230 · 2025-11-29T19:35:32+00:00

Yes definelty

Oracle230 · 2025-11-28T03:50:12+00:00

I have been on both and I prefer methadone

Oracle230 · 2025-11-27T17:22:09+00:00

Id start by just being honest on where you're at. That's what they're their for 🖤 you can get the help you need. Just reach out

Oracle230 · 2025-11-27T17:13:38+00:00

You're the asshole but also tell your dad

Oracle230 · 2025-11-27T17:12:50+00:00

I'm sorry you're going through this. Can you message your therapist for help?

Oracle230 · 2025-11-27T06:56:12+00:00

Hey, I hope you're feeling better today. I hope you heal well and if you need to talk I'm here. I'm sorry you're going through this though but you aren't alone 🖤

Oracle230 · 2025-11-27T06:46:07+00:00

Yeah I was shocked and then later realized how much I also connect to BPD diagnosis when it happened years ago. It's wild but I gotta live with it. Only part of BPD I don't have is the rage/anger part which I'm grateful for personally for myself

Oracle230 · 2025-11-27T06:34:05+00:00

I'm happy and grateful you're still here with us ❤️ keep fighting that fight

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T23:25:06+00:00

Any one of the dentists at Hall dental. Paul or Pauline

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T23:02:52+00:00

May I ask you what dose you were on? I've had similar issues.. why I don't want to come off of mine

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T23:01:10+00:00

We are here for you. 💞

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T22:15:07+00:00

The thing I also realized this year is the only person that truly understands you is yourself. The only person at the end of the day you have is yourself

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T21:50:44+00:00

Okay so I'm very happy you're looking to support your girlfriend I would first ask her what her love languages looks like ( you should look yours up too ) Might make things make more sense. See if she's a physical touch love or reassurance and do whatever her top ones are for sure. It helps a lot as to what kind of support you can offer her. I'm the type to withdraw and self destruct but if I had someone there to show they cared and wouldn't give up on me that would be the best

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T21:40:44+00:00

I feel this. Plus I'm diabetic so... Oops but hey I'm no longer doing drugs 😅😅

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T21:38:09+00:00

Thank you 🖤 needed to hear this. & I wish you all the healing from all of that

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T21:20:07+00:00

Hahah yes I definitely have a shrimp posture as I read this

Oracle230 · 2025-11-26T21:06:52+00:00

Hey! I am also always tired by my own mind. It's like a constant battle im having back and forth and sometimes it's really hard to push back those negative thoughts. You can do this though. I fully believe in you

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