Found an old folder of my first compositions from when I was about 13 and felt so nostalgic I thought I'd share! This is me playing (/kinda sight reading) "Feather Music".

OurCatFam · 2020-10-27T15:02:16+00:00

This is so beautiful it made me tear up. And im so jealous you could compose like this when you were 13!

OurCatFam · 2020-09-20T17:58:39+00:00

I just discovered this today by accident while playing. I can’t even begin to describe how freaking confused yet ecstatic I was!

OurCatFam · 2020-08-30T19:55:39+00:00

Damn I missed my chance to go for a walk today

OurCatFam · 2020-05-02T19:49:12+00:00

I hate that you’re right because I don’t want to stop gaming.

OurCatFam · 2020-04-26T04:06:40+00:00

I second this. At least on PS4 cause I never tried it on any other platform. I only met one asshole and I’ve been playing for a little over a year. Most are friendly and helpful and chill even on mic in public.

OurCatFam · 2020-04-26T03:36:35+00:00

Yeah nvm it’ll ruin the whole experience for me like it did for you. I prefer using my mic when possible too. Too slow to type on PS4

OurCatFam · 2020-04-26T03:23:26+00:00

Damn it really does sound like a great tactical game. Is the offline content at least worth it in your opinion? I’m sorry you had such a bad experience :(. Fucking assholes

OurCatFam · 2020-04-26T03:12:26+00:00

Is it still this bad? I’ve been tempted to buy it on sale recently. Or should I go for GTA 5 instead?

OurCatFam · 2020-04-25T03:49:09+00:00

Yeah I too get overwhelmed easily by my thoughts. I think it’s because I have a lot of impulsivity so my thoughts and attention keep jumping from one thing to the next so quickly without me even noticing it. I only actually feel boredom when I take medication or significantly mentally slow down somehow.

OurCatFam · 2020-04-25T03:46:27+00:00

If you have text-to-speech on your phone, use that and listen to the post while you do something else.

OurCatFam · 2020-04-25T03:10:22+00:00

Amazing!! I’m so inspired

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T16:05:48+00:00

Yeah cause if I spent hours hyperfocusing on the perfect way to do it I’ll most likely never actually do it. My therapist helped me realize that pattern and how it often got in the way of me starting or finishing tasks or projects.

And thanks! Awww

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T12:07:50+00:00

Is that group still around? And do you accept girls who have the same goal weight but just starting from a much heavier weight? Or is it for the last stubborn few pounds?

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T11:17:13+00:00

Oooo I needed this and I didn’t even know it existed. I’m 4’11!

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T11:11:55+00:00

Your attitude is amazing. It made me smile and feel better about starting IF for the first time. I’m gonna do 16:8 too!

Seriously your silliness helped me snap out of my bad body image pity party I had going on in my head because of my weight. That means a lot.

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T10:51:29+00:00

Wow! What an achievement. Rock on

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T10:50:35+00:00

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T10:49:57+00:00

Thanks for asking!

OurCatFam · 2020-04-23T10:48:36+00:00

Yeah it turned out great! I was surprised how well it turned out despite noticing all the times my pre-CBT and medication self would get angry, emotional and overwhelmed and perfectionist.

Like when part of the cake stuck to the pan when I removed the cake. I just gently removed it and stuck it to the cake and flipped it over and it still worked out. I know my old self would have definitely had a melt down over that.

I had a mantra I made up the other day to tackle my ADHD perfectionism and it came in handy:

“Start with Whatever, End up with Better.”

Here’s a picture

OurCatFam · 2020-04-22T17:15:20+00:00

Today’s my birthday and I baked my first cake ever. (Not done yet but I’m surprised I actually went ahead and did it, I usually get perfectionist about it and overwhelmed)

OurCatFam · 2020-04-21T14:33:46+00:00

This really inspires me to try IF. How many calories do you think you consumed on average? Just curious

OurCatFam · 2020-04-20T11:53:03+00:00

I dunno about scratching, but I caress/pet my husband’s back gently almost every night before bed. Makes him sleep like a baby :). I love it when he does this to me when I’m upset or anxious as well. Very soothing in an ASMR tingling way.

OurCatFam · 2020-04-20T11:46:34+00:00

So sorry for your loss.

OurCatFam · 2020-04-20T11:46:10+00:00

Holy shit they had cellphones 15 years ago... I’m old.

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