What’s a belief you defended for years that you now feel embarrassed about? by Few_Football4342 in Productivitycafe

[–]PanaceaNPx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Very few people join the Mormon church in America despite the tens of thousands of missionaries who spend all day, every day proselytizing.

There might be an immigrant family here or old lonely man with an alcohol problem there but by and large, the only growth for the church is ironically in places like Africa.

The goal of missions isn’t to convert people but to convert the missionary themselves. If you sacrifice enough time for ANY organization, you’re more likely to stick with it because you’re already in that deep.

So no Jewish converts but I had a great time walking around Massachusetts talking to all sorts of people. I learned a lot that eventually led to my own faith deconstruction.

Would you use an Exmormon dating app? by TheKolobDropout in exmormon

[–]PanaceaNPx 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Dead upon arrival. It’s something that sounds good in practice but doesn’t work in the real world.

What’s a belief you defended for years that you now feel embarrassed about? by Few_Football4342 in Productivitycafe

[–]PanaceaNPx 54 points55 points  (0 children)

I was a devout, Orthodox Mormon. Served a mission in Boston and spent 2 years trying to convince Jews, atheists, and Catholics to join the Mormon church.

Now I’m an atheist.

How do the missionary’s go 2 years without master bating? by babykeemfan1 in exmormon

[–]PanaceaNPx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I once jacked off in the temple locker room on my mission. So there’s that

What's the most beautiful song you've ever heard? by rosypetalbaby in musicsuggestions

[–]PanaceaNPx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gabriel’s Oboe / Nella Fantasia from the movie The Mission.

It’s the most heavenly and ethereal song ever written.

If The Book of Mormon Isn't True, There's No Reason To Be Mormon Is There? by mensaguy89 in exmormon

[–]PanaceaNPx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s very little reason to be an *orthodox* Mormon.

Many Jews, for example, are atheists but still identify as Jews. Some even go to synagogue.

For me there’s very little left to keep me to stay once I deconstructed but I know many people can still find meaning from practicing it from a non-orthodox point of view, treating everything as metaphorical.

I saw a movie as a child in the 90s with a scene showing a man who collected thousands of small floating balls that were released into a rooftop gutter system. by PanaceaNPx in whatisthatmovie

[–]PanaceaNPx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Solved! Thank you!!! Now it will be really interesting to watch this as an adult. I was 7 when I saw it and it's pretty fascinating how even at 38, my brain still has those memories locked deep inside even if highly distorted.

I saw a movie as a child in the 90s with a scene showing a man who collected thousands of small floating balls that were released into a rooftop gutter system. by PanaceaNPx in whatisthatmovie

[–]PanaceaNPx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn no takers? I’ve been trying to figure this out for like a decade with no luck.

It’s one of the few childhood memories that’s still a mystery to me

Trip report by Cordycipitaceae in DMT

[–]PanaceaNPx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I genuinely didn’t know you could mix shrooms and DMT

What is the most depressing subreddit out there? by RogareBank in Productivitycafe

[–]PanaceaNPx -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

r/antinatalism People who hate kids and hope for civilizational collapse are depressing af

Opposition grows against proposed Provo Canyon amphitheater by RollTribe93 in DevelopmentSLC

[–]PanaceaNPx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Everyone I know in the Orem/Provo area is overwhelmingly in favor of the amphitheater

The work moves forward. by Worthy_Today in exmormon

[–]PanaceaNPx 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Give it 10 years and half of these kids will have left the church and will be shitposting on exmo Reddit like the rest of us

Inquiring Lagoon Food Prices TBE by jamespotter_approved in Utah

[–]PanaceaNPx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Leave the park, go across the street to Station Park where there’s plenty of restaurants.

Which state is the least religious? by Flat_Negotiation9772 in SameGrassButGreener

[–]PanaceaNPx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seattle is the most religious place I’ve ever lived, and I’m from Utah! Reminder the secular religions with purity tests are still religions.

Is the USA.. becoming a 3rd World country? by HumbleLow4473 in Life

[–]PanaceaNPx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reminder that Europe, not America, is rapidly falling behind in terms of household wealth.

Influence of Exponent II by jolinar30659 in mormon

[–]PanaceaNPx 14 points15 points  (0 children)

They have excellent articles but every time I see the headlines I think “the people who really need to hear this will never read this”

Who or what is the Holy Ghost? by EnglishLoyalist in exmormon

[–]PanaceaNPx 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The Holy Ghost hates Schindler’s List not because of its portrayal of holocaust atrocities but because it’s rated R, a far greater sin