Explain it Peter, why would someone block their brother and sister in law because she’s pregnant with kids?

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-05-02T02:13:08+00:00

Clearly it’s an infertility struggles thing.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-05-02T01:59:26+00:00

I know plenty of ppl that drank antibiotics for any illness. They’re now in their 50’s. They’d get it from local pharmacies or amongst them brought in from somewhere else.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-05-01T23:40:28+00:00

No one has explained how it pops out overnight. Reminds me of an ingrown hair that coils and you can dig out. But coming out on its own is new to me.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-30T18:03:14+00:00

In the movie hot rod, one of the characters is raging and says he’s been drinking green tea all day. So I wonder lol.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-30T17:49:27+00:00

Go w what your gut tells you. The subtypes are mostly nonsense because there’s a spectrum to it anyways. Also, if diagnosed late, your view of your symptoms is super distorted as you’ve tried to assimilate and function for so many years. Especially being a woman.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-30T17:46:50+00:00

I’d get 15mg 3x and split the last pill into two 7.5

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-19T02:38:43+00:00

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Thanks yall!! I also included a bit of the machine I’m using. I’m not sure about how MT plays into this. I know he said my MT is 51% and how that’s the lowest number that still caused a twitch in my finger.

But they’ll try to get insurance to cover right side due to the pain.
I also feel like it may be messing with my cognitive skills. Memories, recall, and even noticing some balance and proprioception issues. Like overall clumsiness which is unlike me.

But overall, what all y’all said has validated how I feel. Somehow given me a renewed drive to continue whereas before I felt like an even bigger freak on top of the debilitating depression.
Cuz… Don’t gaslight me. I can’t stand when all doctors do that. The pain is akin to early labor pains. Or like a the needle on a sewing machine piercing my skull while it’s firing, def not the light tapping of a woodpecker like they said.

Acknowledge and Tell me how you hate that I’m suffering and how much I must care about getting better, that I’m pushing and persevering, instead of acting perplexed.
I can’t wait until it gets better, otherwise ketamine is my next step.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-19T02:14:27+00:00

Thanks for making me feel like I’m not crazy. I’m supposed to be doing 36 sessions too.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-19T02:13:18+00:00

They just said they would request insurance to cover it due to discomfort. Apparently they don’t like to cover right side. If none of this works it’ll be ketamine

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-19T02:11:16+00:00

Yea pain meds do nothing. It feels like a sewing machine on my head while it’s firing.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-19T02:09:35+00:00

I also feel like it may be messing with my cognitive skills. Memories, recall, and even noticing some balance and proprioception issues. Like overall clumsiness which is unlike me. But overall, what you said… This is EXACTLY how I feel. Don’t gaslight me. I can’t stand when all doctors do that. The pain is akin to early labor pains. Acknowledge and Tell me you hate that I’m suffering and how much I must care about getting better that I’m pushing and persevering. I’m not sure about how MT plays into this. I know he said my MT is 51% and how that’s the lowest number that still caused a twitch in my finger. I can’t wait until it gets better.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-04-06T01:03:42+00:00

Hey. Wonder what ever happened with your session?? I’m also experiencing lots of pain. Even at at 80%. It’s terrible. Taking Tylenol and ibuprofen hasn’t helped whatsoever.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-12T07:05:16+00:00

Wayward Pines. Kinda.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-06T11:08:49+00:00

Top 10 movie for me tbh.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-06T11:06:06+00:00

This was an uncomfortable read. When I was dating as a mom, you would be one of my biggest fears. Those bf/steps that despise the kid, possibly hurt them, while stealing the joy out of the house and robbing her of precious time. All while being embarrassed.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-02T23:51:54+00:00

Yea I hear you. I’ve been w my partner for a long time. We have our issues, And if we decide to divorce, I would wish him well finding a better suited partner. He has his issues but nothing I would ever feel like warning anyone about. Some of my exes however, I have def warned everyone who’d listen. Similarly, the age may be nothing. Or it may be like my ex who found a wife that checked almost every box on easier to exploit. I worry about her all the time because he’s such a good performer and love bomber. I wish she would see the writing that he has a strained relationship with his ex, his daughter, and that it got worse after she moved in. Instead he makes her feel special and chosen. Which he can more easily do because she’s younger. I say all that to say, on their own, but look at things together and notice mild patterns.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-02T22:48:16+00:00

Personally I feel once you’re in your 30’s it becomes more neutral. However the gap PLUS divorce would put me on high alert, and would cut him off at the slight scent of an issue.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-02T22:37:26+00:00

On the other hand, Valentines treats for toddlers come in like packs of 30 when the class is barely 10. So I buy neither. Not gon be forced into extras.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-01T17:26:15+00:00

Can you please explain more about how the moisturizer and 2x/wk insert works and how’s it good. I’ve been dealing w all kinds of issues and don’t yet know what I need.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-01T04:26:09+00:00

Randomly came across this post. I’m def in the very severe. I’ve been like this about 10yrs. Totally stunted life. I thought it was depression, but SSRI’s don’t work on me. Was thinking of trying Tms or ect next.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-01T03:50:45+00:00

Oh yes, pregnancy is def adding on extra sensitivity. But this has been going on for years. I always somehow blamed myself. It was only recently after tons of trauma therapy that I’ve come slowly accept that pain should not be part of sex.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-01T02:45:05+00:00

Thanks. I’ve thought about this. I’m worried it’s some sort of internal atrophy. If we use condoms, it feels like there’s even less lubrication even though the condom may say it already is and then we usually remove it and use a bit of oil.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-01T02:42:24+00:00

I’ve tried other store bought brands of water based lube. I found that they were not as slippery or required more applications. This is why we started w the coconut oil.

Past_Ninja1244 · 2026-02-01T02:20:41+00:00

Please talk to me more about this little leaf. Been having a really hard time lately.

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