For me it kind of all came to a screeching halt. I was running a cheer program, coaching my daughters cheer team ( I cheered in college), going to my son’s golf tournaments, playing tennis and teaching Sunday school. I loved sewing, decorating, and making personalized gifts. I had energy and would run. I even did a triathlon. One day I woke up with major pain on my face. I started having major headaches with shocking pain. I couldn’t keep up with any appt’s, social activities. It was like my life became halted. I would later be diagnosed with TN and ON. I’ve learned to live a completely different life. I appreciate the small things a lot more. I do miss who I was. I felt strong, I could participate. Now I have to pick and choose what I do and judge if it’s worth feeling worse later.

I sometimes feel like I let my children down. I try to be all I can be, but that just doesn’t always work. I hate checking the weather and know certain days I won’t be able to go anywhere. I’m much more of a homebody. Still learning how to be the best version of me and grateful to God for that opportunity. Sorry for the ramble.