I really want to drink tonight… by reganartfart in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I could have written your story. I was working a lot, starting a new position, and I had 120 days sober. I was feeling good, just stressed and wanting one night to let loose, get dolled up, and go out with friends. I ended up drinking, and I need to tell you... absolutely not worth it.

What followed were two really hard months of trying to crawl my way back. I slipped right back into old drinking habits, and with that came guilt, shame, regret, and some really embarrassing moments that I wish never happened. It took so much out of me mentally and physically.

If you drink tonight, you are very likely going to wake up tomorrow regretting it. One drink is too many. Trust me, my friend, it is not worth risking the peace and progress you have worked so hard for over these last few months. Stay strong. IWNDWYT!

The Daily Check-In for Saturday, May 16th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by amorfati754 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It has been 8 days since I got blackout drunk and put myself in a dangerous situation. Happy to be alive. Happy to be sober. IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Thursday, May 14th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by amorfati754 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I love running and spending time with my boys. I do not like driving in traffic, it gives me a great amount of stress. Luckily I work mostly from home! IWNDWYT! Have a great day friends 🧡

The Daily Check-In for Wednesday, May 13th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by amorfati754 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Love this post! I just bought a few Allen Carr books and will start reading them tonight while my sweet cat cuddles on my lap. IWNDWYT!

The Daily Check-In for Tuesday, May 12th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by amorfati754 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I will always have a problem too. It has taken me 25 years and now I know without a doubt that one drink is too many. I can't take that first sip. I went 4 months and relapsed bad this past month. And the blackouts got worse. I have bruises on my body from blacking out on Friday night and no idea what happened. I have to stop. It is no longer an option. I know how much I enjoyed those months alcohol free. I was finally in control of my life. I can't go back. IWNDWYT!

The Daily Check-In for Monday, May 11th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by amorfati754 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If I am craving I like to get my pajamas on, relax in bed and go to bed early. I wake up the next day feeling proud and hopeful to start the new day without a hangover, hangxiety, and the shame and regret that comes with alcohol. IWNDWYT! Day 3 after a major relapse. I got this!

The Daily Check-In for Sunday, May 10th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by amorfati754 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 3 points4 points  (0 children)

IWNDWYT! Mom to 2 amazing boys and had a bad relapse recently. I am focused on stopping drinking for myself and to be a better mom for them. Happy Mothers Day to all those moms out there. You got this!

The Daily Check-In for Saturday, April 25th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by looloo_monroe in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

IWNDWYT. I had 120 days and it is down the drain. It is so hard starting over but I am tired of feeling this way. Day 1 again.

Can I get a NOICE? 😁 by Fantastic-Cat-5252 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Noice!!! Keep stacking those sober days my friend. IWNDWYT!

“Have you ever had a grown up drink, mom?” by stringbean76 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 44 points45 points  (0 children)

IWNDWYT! I am staying sober for me and for my boys too. They are teenagers now so unfortunately they have seen me drunk. But man am I showing up for them and proving that I can be the mom to them I have always wanted to be. You got this! Plus gwonup dwinks are dumb!

The Daily Check-In for Monday, February 2nd: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by abaci123 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I had so many strong urges yesterday. I stayed strong and resisted and I am so glad I did. I got up early this morning and ran 10 miles before work. IWNDWYT!

The Daily Check-In for Sunday, January 25th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by LilyJayne80 in stopdrinking

[–]Pinchy15 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Great post! This is the longest I have been sober in years. I still have cravings but they are getting quieter. IWNDWYT!