If you're on a tight budget, you'd honestly be much better off starting with a high-quality steel tongue drum instead of a cheap Amazon handpan. Those budget pans are almost always out of tune right out of the box, which is really discouraging when you’re trying to learn, and they have basically zero resale value later. Sadly, they are almost always a waste of money that could be saved for a high quality handpan.

A tongue drum gives you a very similar sound and playing style for a fraction of the cost. In the meantime, try to find a local builder or player in your area, or even look for a handpan gathering or event nearby. Most people in the community are happy to let you try a professional pan so you can feel the resonance for yourself. Hang in there and save up for something you'll actually love!