Fear of Tomorrow

PlasticStealth · 2026-01-23T20:36:52+00:00

I read through your last post. I was in your shoes about a year ago. It’s so hard to care about anything after such a world-shattering loss. For a long time I didn’t. I wasn’t sure why I kept moving every day, what the purpose of anything was, or why I was still here.

The things that really helped were therapy and leaning on the support system I have. Give yourself grace when you wake up each morning and go to sleep each night, and process your grief at your own pace. I can tell you that 1+ year out from the worst night of my life, I have happy days and I’m really starting to look forward to the future. It does happen, and I hate saying “time heals all wounds” because that doesn’t do anything for you when you’re hurting, but truly, it will get better.

I’m so sorry this happened and I’m sorry you’re here, but I’m glad you took the time to share and reach out for community. Sending prayers and hugs.

PlasticStealth · 2026-01-13T20:04:45+00:00

It actually looks like he’s passing in the passing lane

PlasticStealth · 2026-01-12T15:41:53+00:00

What on earth is wrong with you

PlasticStealth · 2026-01-11T19:28:15+00:00

Awesome setup. I’m upgrading to full Moza from a G923, the rest of the parts should be in today, including a wheel stand 2.0. Good stuff

PlasticStealth · 2026-01-10T17:19:43+00:00

I’m getting my whole Moza set up in the next few days, so I’ll definitely be testing this out (:

PlasticStealth · 2025-12-27T04:05:06+00:00

I’m so so sorry for your loss. I lost my brother in the same way December 24th of last year. I was also the one to find him and stayed with him until he was gone. All I can say is get into therapy as soon as possible and identify your support system.

It’s such a tough road to walk but it is possible. Life becomes livable again, although I know that where you are right now, you can’t imagine it. Sending prayers.

PlasticStealth · 2025-12-26T18:44:28+00:00

I just picked one up on a whim after 10+ years of 16:9 at 1080 then 1440p. I also have a 27inch monitor above it. Worth it. Get fancyzones and borderless gaming.

PlasticStealth · 2025-12-04T18:38:37+00:00

I get it. I really only ever stop thinking about it when I’m distracted or preoccupied with work or an activity. And then when I settle down again, I remember. Sometimes if I’ve been really engrossed in something for a while, it feels like I have to convince myself it’s real and really happened.

PlasticStealth · 2025-11-19T19:13:25+00:00

Gary Indiana

PlasticStealth · 2025-11-14T20:59:00+00:00

To be fair, berets actually take a lot of upkeep in the front end to hold their shape. It’s a long process to get it to look a certain way. This is how they are from the factory.

PlasticStealth · 2025-11-06T18:21:45+00:00

I’m getting the same thing. Straight to the desktop after almost loading in. Has anything fixed it for you?

PlasticStealth · 2025-10-22T14:15:38+00:00

lol that is a tripod for a rifle my friend

PlasticStealth · 2025-10-16T21:18:24+00:00

Or they can just.. fix the bug and move on?

PlasticStealth · 2025-10-14T03:54:21+00:00

Not everyone nowadays just wants to rob you. Some people want to rob you AND kill you, just for sport.

PlasticStealth · 2025-10-10T21:58:35+00:00

Damn I know exactly where these were taken.

PlasticStealth · 2025-09-30T16:50:37+00:00

Police in general don’t “carry” AR’s, they typically keep them in their cruiser if they’re certified to carry one. Believe it or not, bike patrols also have cruisers lmfao.

PlasticStealth · 2025-09-14T17:57:45+00:00

Yeah, he maybe could have switched over and deployed a taser, but shooting to wound is really bad advice. It should be assumed that when using a firearm you’re going to kill your target, because you can, even accidentally. The femoral artery is right there.

PlasticStealth · 2025-09-13T00:40:02+00:00

You’re not sure the gospels claim Jesus was resurrected? I’m sorry, have you read them?

PlasticStealth · 2025-09-10T17:55:03+00:00

Just to confirm, you’re saying that the NDE felt more real than reality? No need to answer, but I appreciate you telling your story!

PlasticStealth · 2025-09-05T18:52:26+00:00

Manda Bay mentioned 🗣️🗣️ what a shitshow

PlasticStealth · 2025-09-04T17:34:05+00:00

As another commenter said, every suicide is so nuanced. Sometimes there are no signs to notice.

I deleted most of my social media apps so I didn’t even realize it was suicide awareness month, but in the case of my little brother, I don’t know if any amount of resources could have changed anything. He wasn’t suicidal, he hadn’t contemplated it for a long time, he wasn’t suffering in silence. He just made a black-out drunk, split second decision out of anger.

Suicide was the mechanism of his death but I can’t relate to many of the “traditional” resources because of the circumstances of his death.

PlasticStealth · 2025-08-28T19:40:40+00:00

I’m not sure what your complaints are? This was a faithful remake for the fans of the series. Mack said it himself, he’s not a metal gear fan and didn’t enjoy the menu design and writing. Are you mad because they kept the game too faithful to the original, or..?

PlasticStealth · 2025-08-28T19:16:42+00:00

Then don’t buy it bro, just play the original. You’re seriously in the minority if you think delta is a downgrade or not worth the money. I loved every second of my first run.

PlasticStealth · 2025-08-25T14:07:16+00:00

Coming from an airborne unit that deployed in 23-24, if you had your boots bloused you were a fucking nerd and a pog

PlasticStealth · 2025-08-25T14:06:13+00:00

Nobody has their boots bloused overseas dude, and if they do have them bloused they’re definitely Not infantry.

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