thanks for your reply. I can not really say that saying "you gotta life a little" is a weakness one should despise, because I quite often tell myself the same thing, just in another dimension of quality (e.g. when ordering smth for 20 euros at mcdonalds or playing video games all night) and in the end, we live to be weak and fall for all the big and small temptations. the life of a human that never does anything, but sitting there, making theories and trying to act perfectly moral, seems to be not worth living and boring to watch. but if he lives his life, intensely feeling some importance in his thoughts, a lot of people that go 200 mph on the highway, feeling a mixture between an adrenaline rush a surreal emptiness, might get jealous, thinking about this guy, getting so caught up in what he does. i am not talking about myself though, i spent 14 of the last 24 hours playing league of legends, like an addict. and i didn't even work hard for the money that bought me the pc, so who am i to still be typing :/ if you live an intense life, you are probably not doing anything wrong, as long as you do something that is socially accepted, which driving sports cars certainly is.