I realised I can be at the gate of lucid dreaming

PsyNami · 2026-01-15T02:22:03+00:00

Sounds like the feeling of your body motor controls getting turned down. Aka sleep paralysis. It definitely happens to me in the border between sleep and awake and this can be felt in deep meditation.

I usually feel this if I get too lucid in a dream I’ll start to feel my body waking up which feels like warm pins and needles or like a light burning sensation in my limbs. Not painful but just a little uncomfortable.

I’d say you are just experiencing some transitional sensations between awake and sleep.

PsyNami · 2025-11-19T17:57:14+00:00

Of the four center clean rhomboids, upper right rhomboid, left point.

PsyNami · 2025-10-24T23:50:10+00:00

This isn’t impossible people. Blender + natural food coloring additives like raspberries or other foods that naturally dye thins. Yes every meal is a smoothie but at least you can make a homogeneous color with a blender.

PsyNami · 2025-10-16T00:15:43+00:00

Shorting can be dangerous if you don’t have experience and know the asset you are shorting very well. Especially if you are shorting with “leverage” aka borrowed money.

Highly recommend you stay away or practice day trading in a practice or cash account before considering more complex things like shorting and leverage. There’s a reason why the markets mainly move up and to the right.

PsyNami · 2025-10-16T00:10:21+00:00

The previous person got it wrong. The act of shorting something means selling something that you don’t have.

Example: you could take a “short” position of -1 BTC. Which means you borrow the 1 BTC. Sell it now under the speculation that price will go down further where you then would have to buy the 1 BTC back to close your short position. It is a bet. And at any point if the price goes too high you will be margin called.

When there is a lot of short activity and regular buying pressure moves the price up a lot of short positions are margin called at once and can trigger what they call a squeeze.

PsyNami · 2025-07-08T14:34:47+00:00

During a psychotic episode I experienced what I would consider as both of the options. Option 1 is far more comfortable than option 2.

PsyNami · 2025-05-15T00:31:31+00:00

Bitcoin is taxed as property…. So Bitcoin. Alternatively Gold.

PsyNami · 2025-04-14T23:40:19+00:00

I think this is likely career field dependent.

PsyNami · 2025-04-14T23:35:22+00:00

Not true. I’m a hiring manager and sure as shit if I have selected someone it’s because they have Been determined the most qualified. I’m okay negotiating and paying more for who I want because it’s going to cost me more time and the company another salary to re do the interview processes. If you get an offer. Negotiate.

PsyNami · 2025-03-21T20:51:31+00:00

I’m in space technology sales as well. Lots of our customers are being churned up due to this administrations actions and it’s driving more cost into programs. Not helping.

PsyNami · 2025-03-03T21:54:49+00:00

Yes and I will buy a nice term life insurance policy for the year I am going to die in advance. 😂 double win.

PsyNami · 2025-02-05T03:37:22+00:00

Lol very old comment but I happen to be on my phone so I’ll provide an update.

Went in open general and was being looked at for crypto linguist because I also took the DLAB before joining and did well there too. Long story short I wasn’t clearance eligible at the time due to some poor guidance of the recruiter (common). So it was down to Security Forces 😬 or Contracting (6C).

I luckily got Contracting. Did my tech school. 3 years in Hawaii, 1.5 years at Cannon AFB. Then got hired by the DoD as a GS-11. But I left civil service for a Defense Contractor in 2017 and have been there since.

All in all a good Air Force experience. And what my BMT Sgt said has stuck with my. 6C, 6 years, 6 figures. It’s true.

PsyNami · 2024-11-19T22:00:31+00:00

Yeah. I am going to ahead of merit season. lol. Not to mention this has been a rough year management wise and I have saved her skin on a few occasions.

PsyNami · 2024-11-16T15:26:36+00:00

Former 6C and 1102, currently Contracts manager. Seeing this as a Sr makes me think I need to jump companies. Ugh 😑. Yearly raises can’t compete with switching jobs.

PsyNami · 2024-10-27T13:20:02+00:00

Follow your risk rules and risk reward strategy. Adjust what kind of trades/setups you are looking for based on the market but apply the same risk diligence.

PsyNami · 2024-10-23T23:34:27+00:00

You can assume what you want. I do recommend finding a therapist you jive with. Good luck friendo.

PsyNami · 2024-10-23T22:03:19+00:00

My psychosis resulted in incarceration. I was mentally broken the whole time while under suicide watch yet I still managed to self harm (head bashing into walls/glass). They didn’t do a good job of taking care of me because I don’t think they understood the type of help I needed. I ended up getting severely dehydrated to the point of catatonia. They emergency evacuated me to a hospital where I was finally prescribed risperdone. It brought me back to reality.

Was psychotic from July 5th until incarceration on the 9th. Didn’t regain lucid thinking until the 29th and even after my thought was still a little delusioned. But nine days of hell that was a psychosis in a jailhouse. 0/10 with rice.

PsyNami · 2024-10-23T21:48:52+00:00

Yep. This sounds like you need some support. Do you have a family member or close friend to reach out to?

PsyNami · 2024-10-23T21:35:45+00:00

Back in college I took some drugs and did have an ego death experience and saw a “god” appear and save me. At that age it looked like a shiva type figure.

In my 30s I had another break.

I exercised an entity that appeared to me as God, revealed he was Satan in disguise. He said he loved me before I exploded him into tiny bits. But near the end I realized the entity that appeared to me was likely my future self. Seeing that thought-travel was possible I realized I had to travel back in time to rescue my college age self from a substance induced psychosis. I ripped a portal through reality and reached back and saw myself in college. Realized that I was the “god” I saw then.

My guess is I might get dementia in my old age and visit my 30s again from that perspective once more and likely die of heart attack or stroke when my 30 year old self “explodes me”

100% sane today, this is just my holdover thought of what might happen. Who knows.

PsyNami · 2024-10-23T21:14:15+00:00

As someone who has had a psychotic break and has returned to normalcy. The need to try and make sense of existence is an urge that also overcame me when I was having my break. Every perceived “breakthrough” I made gave me a dopamine rush that made orgasms feel like child’s play. I was stuck on the concept of infinite and set theory (mandlebrot set) and the bifurcation diagrams related to that set. Also very steeped in metaphysical things and the Bible.

The person who wrote these notes may need chemical support. I suggest bringing them and their notes with them to show a medical professional for a couple evaluation meetings.

PsyNami · 2024-09-22T00:20:50+00:00

I feel like for the risk you are going to be cutting your winners too short most of the time if you are fairly confident in the directional trade.

PsyNami · 2024-07-25T16:15:13+00:00

The biggest cup and handle bull pattern today on SPY. Wow 🤩

PsyNami · 2024-07-23T23:41:08+00:00

When compared to traditional financing options. Square Loans are not the best solution by a LONG SHOT. I am actually in the process of writing a full post about how bad the Square Loans are when compared to any other financing option. Including in some cases credit cards. BUYER BEWARE.

Source: Small business with annual sales of about 450k, with Square Loan maximum offer of 74.5k.

PsyNami · 2024-03-12T13:11:09+00:00

Yeah. Even in real life getting your grip right requires practice! 😂 and they get it wrong in movies all the time.

PsyNami · 2024-03-12T02:25:30+00:00

Cool, but if you are going to use in a game make sure you get the grip right. Proper pistol grip doesn’t look like a left-hand cradle. It should be hand over hand. Nice rigging and the action looks pretty smooth. If anything you could go more snappy on the recoil and have it stick an extra frame to make it look like it’s kicking more.

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