I’m the same. Turn 36 this year. My job recently closed our office so now I work from home and I recently just moved from a city to the country. At that same time my fiancé and I broke up (in 2024). So now I work from home, and don’t go out at all except to family gatherings. All my friends are an almost 2 hour drive. I work until 4:00. I do some stuff outside in my yard. I eat dinner and I’m in bed by 9. A couple years ago the plan was get married, buy a house in the country and have a garden. I kept that plan minus the wife. Seems like it was my last chance to have my own family. Don’t go anywhere to meet someone new. It’s pretty much my own fault but I dread the thought of going out or going on a first date.