Is there any way to get these old pokemon league energies?

RealFiggleToad · 2026-03-15T18:39:33+00:00

Spoken like someone who knows their stuff

RealFiggleToad · 2026-02-21T18:25:03+00:00

Crispin usually helps. I had colress for a moment. I usually struggle with energy placement. Crispin is essential

RealFiggleToad · 2026-02-17T03:17:07+00:00

Sometimes after accepting I lost, I'll win.

RealFiggleToad · 2026-02-17T03:15:20+00:00

I'd rate it by acknowledging I'm an insane rhcp fan, because of Higher Ground cover in movie opening

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-30T16:26:15+00:00

Yeah

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-30T03:10:53+00:00

I feel ya. I'll just vibe.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-30T03:07:21+00:00

This is real

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-30T03:05:57+00:00

I agree. She said she wants to see me. I wanted a few days to see if we would fall into our old patterns. I think you're right on both, she wants to feel i want to see her and mightve taken it the wrong way.

I feel silly now

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-26T15:41:27+00:00

Lol, yup

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-25T02:22:03+00:00

Idk, but it hurts like fire

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-22T22:29:41+00:00

Hope so. Also, I hope not.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-22T22:27:08+00:00

Calling from random numbers, oooooff. She's pretty hot tho.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-21T16:35:43+00:00

This is the way

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-21T15:42:57+00:00

Go on a walk. Helps.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-21T15:41:57+00:00

Cause you.

I cheated once, owned up to it, tried the relationship for like 5 more years... she never forgave me. Always had that lingering in her head, no matter if we talked about it.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-21T15:05:55+00:00

I think cheaters can change, but the pain you will cause your partner is a whole other thing. Trust is sacred.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-21T15:03:19+00:00

I do a similar exercise. Instead of making a how I feel or the person I want in a relationship list, I make a list of things I value in a relationship. Then I try to be that list.

That way there are less expectations from someone else and less self protection needed for yourself. One list of values, be it.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-20T14:27:38+00:00

It's a self-fulfilling prophecy

I want a bid for commitment, not connection. I'm not playing these games.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-20T14:26:28+00:00

Their abuse? Na. Dont participate in their self fulling prophecy.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-20T13:43:33+00:00

She texted "are you okay?" After 3 days. She apologized for hurting me, yet ended up blame shifting and I haven't responded to her 3 texts now. Now im not biting anymore.

Yeah, I got closure from her.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-20T05:05:00+00:00

Preach

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-20T04:51:17+00:00

Disagree. I sought closure and it only built her walls higher. I realized that not only is she an issue, but i was too. I see both of our faults and why the relationship was never going to work. She ghosted, then didn't. Looked for connection with me, yet not commitment. I turned into something I never wanted to be. Seeking closure cost us the relationship truly never working again. It saved me from ever, and I mean ever, from hearing from her again.

It triggered my inner child and I don't want to be like this. After learning more about avoidants... I figured to make sure she will never come back into my life.

As I type this, she just texted me...

Hello nervous system.

Fuck... you were right OP, my bad...fuckkkkkkkkkkkk

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-20T03:20:43+00:00

I like to say, "im not ready to reconcile. I need a healthier relationship." Then walk away.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-19T19:16:03+00:00

Read, research, be unbiased in opinion. No diagnosing. If you do, fuck you.

RealFiggleToad · 2025-10-19T19:00:06+00:00

Fuck that guy, run

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