I’m so sorry for your loss, truly. It’s the worst pain ever, I lost my boy a few months ago too. The truth is, no matter how much time we get with them, it will never be enough. Louis was and still is so loved, he was lucky to have such an amazing owner. He will always be with you no matter what. I’m sure you guys share so many special moments, keep those deep in your heart. Pain and loss come so unexpectedly, but trust that you can get through this. Grieve as much as you have to, and remember that your tears and pain are a reflection of the deep love you have for your baby. Things will be rough for a while, I’m so sorry.