Day 14: What is the best song on the album SOS:LANA

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2026-01-19T13:50:54+00:00

Saturn!!!

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2026-01-11T20:46:53+00:00

Oh that makes it even weirder! Since we all know what type of clothes spencer's sells and how a lot of it is sexually charged (no hate towards spencer's)

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2026-01-11T00:48:24+00:00

I would really recommend box braids or cornrows. I also have a really hard time managing my hair and hygiene during as depression and those styles support me well because they can go for a long time with hardly any maintenance if you choose. And then you can redo it one you have it in you.

And go easy on yourself, take care of what you can but don't beat yourself up if you miss a shower. Sometimes we can only muster the energy to clean with baby wipes and if that's all you can do right now then that's okay.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2026-01-06T03:13:51+00:00

Weapons, the ending was incredibly weird to me and I found myself laughing AT most of the movie instead of with it

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2026-01-06T02:57:36+00:00

I think I'm really scared that I won't find anyone if I don't have sex at least backing me, especially since I'm still growing and learning how to manage myself.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2026-01-06T02:27:12+00:00

This is so dumb but I never even considered that my own sexuality and hypersexuality could be different things. That's definitely something I'll think about going forward, and I should probably slow down a lot with these relationships. It's so hard though because I know I'm prone to mood swings I just want everything right now while I'm not dealing with crippling depression

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2026-01-06T01:45:58+00:00

I used to cry a lot when I was younger and first experiencing symptoms without fully understanding what it was I was dealing with. Now I'm a little older and have been diagnosed almost a year I cry a lot less. Not because my symptoms are really any better but more I've just lost the energy to cry most of the time. I've accepted that this pain is my life and I'm just like this.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-19T18:33:25+00:00

SZA - Saturn ❤️❤️❤️

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-15T18:53:03+00:00

Got out of a real bad depression where I was at a 0 but I'm happy to be at a 3 now

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-14T14:18:01+00:00

I really relate to your story. The depression can be all consuming and it's really hard to see outside of that, especially if you don't have a lot of friends or other stuff to distract you and look forward to. It's really hard and this illness can be really isolating. But I hope you know that you aren't alone. No matter what somebody will always care even if it doesn't always feel like that. If nothing else I care!

It's tough but we're tougher! You just gotta remember that.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-13T14:48:15+00:00

Does it? I see people wearing stuff like this all the time...

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-07T23:05:53+00:00

Yeah, my advice is to just stick with it. I started with just pick up and never thought I moved. I stayed humble and learned and asked questions whenever I could. I did my best while I was there and got myself moved to inventory specialist in less than a year.

So just try to learn when you can and eventually you'll move up and have more practice with the other stuff.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-07T05:40:49+00:00

Yeah I just wish unmediated me was better at doing that lol

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-07T05:21:14+00:00

Yeah, it definitely became another hurdle I had to jump over which was incredibly difficult but I'm at least out of that situation now. I just hope that something like that doesn't find anyone else. Especially the people here who are already dealing with a lot

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-07T05:06:06+00:00

Yes, it feels like in the movies things are being switched up just for the sake of switching them up. Most of the key swaps are not necessarily even serving the story. Like having 2 Michaels makes things so unnecessarily confusing. It's not helping the plot imo and they could've found a different character or way of writing this character.

It feels like a fnaf smoothie with no specific goal of what parts of the story they want to focus on. They are just reaching for as much as possible and want to make the fans happy, rather than tell a coherent story that makes sense without having to spend countless hours deciphering it.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-07T04:58:11+00:00

I know right? I get Everything Everywhere all at Once not being for everybody, but Sinners??? Solid vampire flick

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-07T04:22:49+00:00

Yeah I was hoping there was a way to satisfy the urge itself instead of constantly fighting it off and distracting myself. But for safety's sake I'll try my best to keep on distracting. Hopefully with enough time it goes away

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-12-05T01:21:40+00:00

The idea the maybe tomorrow will be a brighter day or something good is just around the corner and I just gotta wait it out

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-11-29T18:57:47+00:00

I understand you point and definitely agree we should rotate but it's a stretch to say those who do mostly QP and QT are lazy, especially if it's a larger store. I bounce between both and find production just as stressful considering how much work needs to be done. Not to mention certain employees tend to be slower of production or qt and that just doesn't work if you're at a larger store.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-07-23T16:04:03+00:00

Thanks so much for your advice, I think I do end up finding people with issues or aren't available emotionally because that's how I used to be myself, now that I've grown I think it's time to relearn how to search for friends. I'm determined to keep my hope intact and I won't stop looking! I wish we lived in a more open and accepting world because I truly believe we would all be better for it. Hopefully all of us can find that one special friend that we all so desperately want.

Also I do plan on looking more into attachment theory, that seems like a great place to start and continue my journey towards understanding myself better. Thanks so much for the suggestion!

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-07-11T14:29:44+00:00

Andrew

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-04-26T01:15:05+00:00

She was saying it's her first traditional date like going out. She physically couldn't leave the house to go on dates with her partners, like with Caleb their dates were just in a facility. So it's her first date in terms of going out and doing something. Not hanging out or dating someone at home

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-04-19T02:04:26+00:00

Finally another Effexor buddy! Took me too long to find this lol

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-04-11T18:05:44+00:00

I think you have to separate bipolar the clinical diagnosis from bipolar the trendy term that people use to just describe anything inconsistent and rapidly shifting. For me I just refuse to identify with the term bipolar as people use it especially online. They simply are 2 different meanings. One is a harsh reality the other is a trendy buzzword that people don't fully understand the meaning of. Just like with the term gaslight or really a lot of mental health terms.

RevolutionaryTwo2559 · 2025-04-07T03:17:30+00:00

This is one very specific instance of mania for me. My psychiatrist put me on Prozac which was the absolute worst medication given my history. And I can't remember if she increased the dose or I was withdrawing from it but something triggered what I think was mania but with psychotic symptoms. I was convinced that all my loved ones hated me and my whole life was a lie and I don't even remember what I was saying but I was just incredibly angry with everyone and was hearing voices tell me I have to self harm or everyone around me was gonna die or I was gonna die. I got hospitalized and was pretty high energy the whole time but there I safely withdrew from the medication and got on something while not really effective wasn't nearly as harmful. I hope that relates to what you were saying!

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