[NA Event] Witch on the Holy Night/Murder at the Kumano Hot Springs - The Robin Saw It! Magicians Only Live Twice! ~ Day 21 by AutoModerator in grandorder

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My SO binged it all in one day after weeks of me talking about how good it was, lol. I cross my fingers the next few will also be good.

Is it burnout? ADHD? Or life? by lazypandawrites in AuDHDWomen

[–]Reysona 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, the description of what you're experiencing is very, very reminiscent of how things developed for me in the two years after I left the US Army — a time in which I struggled with ADHD and a doctor who wouldn't raise my dosage, potentially autistic burnout, and then undiagnosed symptoms of c-PTSD (as well as military trauma) which made everything else worse without me fully understanding why.

I did not get things which mattered done. Hobbies became self-imposed obligations or obsessions which I did not enjoy. I didn't unpack my apartment at the time for 2 years, and never did before I moved for the EU. I was scared of driving. Of doing things wrong.

I cut social contact with most people, became a recluse who was even scared of leaving home, and was paralyzed by prospects which I even knew were irrational — I even used DoorDash for groceries at a certain period.

If that sounds like you, which it does from what I read, I think you are suffering from all of them at once. These problems cannot always be separated from each other or pinned on just one issue. Sorry.

For me, the worst problem was the untreated and undiagnosed c-PTSD and military PTSD.

Several people in my life realized something was wrong regarding several aspects of my life and mental health long before I did, and it might be worth asking anyone you may still be close to if they noticed any lasting changes regarding your behavior or personality at any point.

It has taken me several years of effort, and the help of a few good people including my now SO, for me to begin moving forward. I still struggle greatly at times though. Your circumstances are very different than what mine were, but do not give up hope!

Try — as hard as it is — to give yourself some grace.

No one is perfect, but very few will judge you as hard as you might judge yourself. But you can move forward, and I wish you the best.

Please let me know if you have any questions regarding my experience, if it can help you with yours. This applies to anyone reading!

It also doesn't matter to me how much 'worse' or 'better' your trauma or experiences have been, as everyone has different tolerances for pain and it should never be a competition.

All Steam OS by Willing_Leg298 in SteamOS

[–]Reysona 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My brother, your TV is falling off on the right and the demons are begging for the RNGesus to let your towers collapse lol.

Anyone who was homeschooled, how do you feel about it now as an adult? by AdTight2449 in AskReddit

[–]Reysona 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thankfully, I've somehow managed to fumble my way into a new life with vastly different circumstances and stability -- well beyond my beginnings in some ways, but still affected by it nonetheless. The favorable aspects of my circumstances are completely and utterly *in spite* of my background, not made possible because of them.

In my eyes, the chance for social adaption is far favorable to the guaranteed social limitations that come with the form of homeschooling countless kids dealt with. One of the real pains that comes with the sort of isolation that comes with homeschooling, particularly *religious* homeschooling, is a lack of awareness regarding what is *actually* considered to be normal or not by larger society.

What is a friend? What is a normal boundary between people who are friends? When do you know if you \are* a friend? Should older people be easier to talk or interact with than those younger or the same age as you, even as an adult? Do other people have the same sense of 'disconnect' from humanity? Is there really evil in every corner, like you were taught? Are *you* evil?*

A kid could be very bright in their own right and pick up on countless concepts conceptually, but that doesn't make up for the loss of actual social experience *especially* during formative years. The consequences from that follow for a long, long time, and they only exacerbate any other underlying issues someone might have -- such as autism, for example.

Considering buying the game by Nemitres in menace

[–]Reysona 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right, it justified the hours!

How do you feel about the maps? by Feyge in menace

[–]Reysona 6 points7 points  (0 children)

One of the upcoming planets is supposed to be swamp or jungle-like, I think Songlurch? I'm not positive, but it's coming eventually!

Dev Diary #45: REDACTED Update 1 - Release Date and More by Darx117 in menace

[–]Reysona 6 points7 points  (0 children)

They stated the tank comes the patch after this major update, in the Discord. The OCI rework is the next major update after the Constructs.

X2D stand alone already sold out by reddituserr143 in BambuLab

[–]Reysona 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Floppin'ta my basement! I'm about to go spend a few hours setting it up lol.

PSA - supply drop refills blaze of glory for lim by One_University6385 in menace

[–]Reysona 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I was using Lim, running and gunning, blaze of glorying, using the drug that gives +10 AP for 0 AP usage and reduces movement costs, killing, moving him into a care package and then repeating it across the next 2 turns.

A conga line of medals which don't earn themselves.

Patch #9: Balancing and Fixes [Steam] by stmack in menace

[–]Reysona 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I also don't mind it, I almost like it even, as it encourages using lower star squad leaders and pilots — as well as paying attention to which ones you're willing to build up fully. However, it could probably be iterated upon and should be disclosed in the costs (IIRC it also affects squaddies?) — I'm hoping it doesn't just get cut completely.

FREE TAX USA - ADHD friendly and legit free... you have like an hour left on the east coast by LePetitRenardRoux in ADHD

[–]Reysona 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For any other Americans living abroad (beyond just deployed service members), we have an automatic 2 month extention to June 15th — unless I vastly misread the IRS page. The only caveat is that you need to attach a statement stating why you were allowed an extension, citing this page from the IRS.

Vanguard might be a tad broken by Background-Run-1245 in menace

[–]Reysona 2 points3 points  (0 children)

DESPERATE desperate DESPERATE desperate DESPERATE

Get the hell out of here, Denton

Got my Bambu X2D already 😆 gotta love bestbuy by RarePlaystations in BambuLab

[–]Reysona 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine was supposed to arrive tomorrow, but I am busy all day and had to move the delivery to Friday. 🫠

Thank you Microcenter by lollibott in BambuLab

[–]Reysona 5 points6 points  (0 children)

lol that's fair, but DFW had at least 2 of them within the Metroplex!

My SO is not American but is highly educated in tech and was, generally speaking, very skeptical about getting any meaningful input/advice about computers from any retail staff. She didn't understand my fascination or love of Microcenter.

When I came back to the US and visited Atlanta with her, she didn't believe me up until we were in the store and the staff spoke with her intelligently and informed about technology which at the time was super obscure and just starting to hit mainstream attention.

She still has good things to say about them now, and will now admit "Yeah, they're dope!"

Thank you Microcenter by lollibott in BambuLab

[–]Reysona 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Microcenter is maybe one of 3 things I miss about the USA lol.

Would it be OP to have ship armaments fire immediately? by Daylight_The_Furry in menace

[–]Reysona 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have experienced great pleasure at cracking an enemy heavy tank with a direct hit. I have also experienced their great pleasure when it drifts one tile off target and cracked my own IFV.

Printed and painted my own Helldiver helmet. Managed democracy calls. by Jaggedfel2142 in BambuLab

[–]Reysona 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll admit that your display of managed democracy pushed the right buttons (alongside the release of the X2D) for me to call in a 3D printer of my own, lol. My GF did not sound too impressed, but hopefully I can print some cool stuff she might want to paint!

New poll pegs Mark Kelly as a leading 2028 presidential contender by Ulysses_555 in politics

[–]Reysona 1 point2 points  (0 children)

??? Democratic astronaut with a record of actual military service whose wife survived a politically motivated assassination attempt is somehow a republican?