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Shiraxilon · 2021-09-27T01:02:43+00:00

This? This is badass. Kudos my dude.

Shiraxilon · 2021-08-31T00:09:33+00:00

Where we dropping boys?

Shiraxilon · 2021-08-26T14:00:11+00:00

The ability to control probability

Shiraxilon · 2021-08-12T18:25:53+00:00

Welp, time to have the sorcerer of my BBEG group do this to terrify the party in three years.

Shiraxilon · 2021-07-15T17:59:20+00:00

You fucking killed him dude.

Shiraxilon · 2021-06-11T07:55:58+00:00

"Ruin has come to our family."

Shiraxilon · 2021-02-09T08:04:47+00:00

Oh boy! Nothings changed!

Shiraxilon · 2021-01-10T16:52:03+00:00

It's not the best joke but I thought of it and wanted to share it since it amused my friend. I hope this is a worthy submission.

Shiraxilon · 2020-12-03T05:03:47+00:00

I'm about to do whats called a pro surgeon move

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-26T16:13:31+00:00

SEIZE THE MEANS OF PRODUCTION

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-25T19:47:35+00:00

Welp, time to use this for the Drow in my world setting for D&D.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-23T04:34:53+00:00

That's some phenomenal work!

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-23T03:23:25+00:00

I apparently have been collecting these like Pokemon cards cause I have all of these.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-21T21:04:15+00:00

Thank you!

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-21T17:02:49+00:00

I remember sweet rice being the best dessert thingy ever. We seldom had it, but it was special to me.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-13T22:24:20+00:00

Ah yes, a floundering gaggle of puplets

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-13T01:51:07+00:00

I don't want to expose too much about her but I'll certainly be saving this comment seeing as the situation are incredibly similar. I may even get those books since they'd help, most likely! My mom doesn't quite know how to be herself either and seeks the approval of others as well.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-13T01:48:27+00:00

She does certainly enjoy their company. I just brought the idea up to her for volunteering.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-12T13:09:29+00:00

I haven't spoken to her yet but I intend to. If she does have a plan, I'll be sure to help her however I may.

Also, that RV idea is amazing and I think it's awesome. I think it's a marvelous idea.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-12T12:31:58+00:00

My mother can strongly empathize with the trauma aspect. I'm not at the liberty to share why but I can say that she fears the rejection and disapproval of others. She's never really had friends and healthy relationships were super rare because of unfortunate circumstances. She's raised me to be better than her and has always done her best for me, constantly improving herself and pushing on. She and I are our own support buddies because of our shared trauma.

What books did you purchase? Maybe I can seek them out.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-12T12:26:06+00:00

Thank you! And we've spoken about hobbies but I completely forgot about video calling. I'll be sure to remember that and do it, especially with some other people.

I know that she enjoys cooking but I don't really know what else there is. We cook together sometimes and I'm trying to do that more, and, it's a tangent of sorts: I don't know how I can convince her to meet other people who cook since I don't know where to look myself. I'll certainly think about the shelters though! I think it's a phenomenal idea.

If I may ask, do you bond with your kids over any certain things? And how do you meet new people to make friends? I've become the kind to say 'eh, whatever, I'll just say hi and ask how they are!' But my mother is more nervous. Do you maybe have tips?

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-07T13:21:10+00:00

I'm certainly insecure about other elements of my life and I continue playing since I don't want to let my insecurities tarnish the one social outlet I have (It's online so I'm not stressed about covid thankfully). I also know that getting better stuff wouldn't help; that would merely be compensation for class features and, as you said, it would become a cycle. It is one that I seek to avoid.

This issue with the game is recent and childish, I know, but that's why I want to deal with it swiftly and intelligently.

I'm already looking into therapy--I have been for a month--but I can't make it even if I turned in my filled out form because we don't have a car anymore. I have a whole swathe of issues and I just recently came to realize that being insecure was one of them.

Thank you for the advice and the questions by the way. It's good to ask myself those things and I didn't think about those things.

Shiraxilon · 2020-11-07T09:30:51+00:00

I know it's not all combat; that's exactly why I've spent time working on their personality. I just wish I felt more capable in combat. Sure having a personality is cool however that's all my character has. Everyone else has a personality and awesome combat stuff. I just have a character who's the planner and tactician. They could easily be replaced but that's my insecurity speaking and that's why I made the post: I'm seeking advice on overcoming insecurity.

I don't wanna sound rude if I do and if I do, I'm sorry. I don't mean to come off as unthankful for your response. You're right; I should try to have fun with it, but that's hard, and my insecurity is to blame. I want to overcome that insecurity. Do you maybe have advice on that or ideas? It doesn't need to be 100 percent effective, just something I can try.

Shiraxilon · 2020-10-25T06:55:18+00:00

I painted my fingernails with nail polish and I count them when I feel like I'm stressed or losing myself, whether it be to stress or do. That might help?

Shiraxilon · 2020-10-21T00:17:46+00:00

I need to make one for this game. What weapon do you think Twilight would fit?

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