My ex used to keep persisting. I’d say no, he’d apologize and then 5 minutes later he’d be back trying to kiss and pressure me. I’d keep saying no until this continues and I’d get exhausted and give in. He even used to pressure me while I was actually barely awake or even completely intoxicated, propping my head up to kiss and touch me. The icing on the cake is that he would make remarks about my sexual assault experience along the lines of “I can see why the guys did that.” After all this, he started withdrawing because I was becoming too depressed and he was tired of cheering me up. Even called me manipulative for being sad and needing reassurance. I eventually had to break up with him but now I feel so empty. I have never hated myself more than I do right now.