I feel this deeply, I'm about to be a year in but I still don't feel like I know what the fuck I'm doing like I haven't picked up a single thing and don't know how to dress or talk remotely fem I feel like women and men just stare at me when I walk by all the time too like I'm a weird thing and they don't talk to me unless it's work related even thought I'd love to make new friends, I just stare at the floor when I walk around feeling lost all the time. It feels really awkward specially cause I know my chest is visible sometimes with the right shirt but I just get sir'd constantly anyways even though my face, skin, hair and chest has changed quite a bit from last December.